Me, Myself ∧ I

My blog is feeling dreadful:(

2010-03-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

Hey people! Can you believe it, school is startin in 4 weeks time. So fast. It seemed like my holidays are not being used up properly. Some weeks spent in Australia and some in Indonesia. I can say overall is meaningful. But during those 2 periods i spend lots of money, extremely alot. Near to 5k. OMG!!! Im super duper broke. And i resign from that italian restaurant supervisor job already cos the managers there are Sucha Bitch. No joke. F_ _ _ .Thus, this makes me more broke. Mum and Dad told me to stay at home till school re-open. I'm really blessed to have parents that understand my feelings. And...they also aggreed to pay for my school stuffs. I love you. Well as for relationship with him, is just sinking... I'm not sure if i'm the one who is getting paranoid about the situation. Secretly i'm going for interview without my parents knowledge. Feel guilty for that. I hate parents to give me their money. I don't want to used theirs. That's why i finding a part-time job. I still miss Jones the best. The people are just irreplaceble.
Is been 2 months i didn't shop at Singapore. OMG!!! i need to get a job. My sis birthday is coming soon and i have yet to get her any presents. Never in my life i feel broke like this. Still i got savings but i can't use up. Parents locked account. Haiyo Susah Bangat.

2010-02-07T20:57:00.000-08:00

OLA people!!!!:)

How ya doing??
Well2, something just runied my mood for the whole week and i never see some1 like him. Whatever la with that guy.

Alrite bringing back on the better side, got to go interview for hospitality next week. Excited ? not really... i just want to go school and study and study. Woos i love school.

Impatient ...yup that's me :)

2010-01-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps wats up? Hope you guys are having a wonderful time ahead. Salutations for those who are enjoying every single moment of their life.You either love it or hate it. Well holidays for me have been going not bad. I got to learn new things. And my off days are just slacking at home and going jogging at night. That is = no life. (wth lol!) I want to go resort world. I'm getting impatient for school to reopen soon. Chris and me busy working. I want to go school badly, i hate long holidays=nothing impressive to work for ur whole life=no life. I want to meet RAs. Miss them all. Hope you are doing fine. Will i be able to get into the course that i want? Hope so...i want that course badly:(

Cheesy! Weesy! I love cheese but not love love cheese...

2010-01-20T03:40:00.000-08:00

Today i started my day with a smile for no cause. Just excited to c the world out there...Why?? cause everyday of my life is full of surprises. You won't know wat will happen to you. Will your day be busy? Will it be annoying? Will you bump into someone and you hate that person? Are you 1 of the earliest who come for work? Well for me is just busy very busy. Attend to alot of things. I kept bearing in mind to have a good mindset. Take everything on a positive side. Be nice to everyone though you think their attitude abit crap. Give a smile to people cause it will just make some1 day. You don't know ya. I had fun today and i hope is going to happen everyday. Hmm...actually i have a confession. I'm quite dissapointed and upset to people who want to quite school. Never ever make that path, cos there is no turning back. Though you have to take the suckiest life you feel you ever had take it as a learning experience. RA i want to c you guys go to higher nitec or those who failed or can't make it for higher nitec pls repeat your nitec and choose a course which you have confident in it. If you think no1 is ever going to give you faith, god is looking at you and giving you a challenge so as to make you a better person, he/she is there to say> i'm going to let this girl/guy have a taste of hardship and so this girl/guy will put into a good use in future and turn that as a lesson in future. Regrets happened in the past. Future which is unsecure goes directly at your palm of hands, your brain and your hardwork.

So people work hard and you will feel that your hardwork is being paid off.

Continuing back @ work. Fun+Tired+Busy.

As usual it was always busy @ Jones. Never ending customers stepping in.

After lunch head to cheese room to study.

Had super loads of fun. Cheese lady/man was very nice to me. They taught me some things which it can't be found somewhere.

Snap some photos and off to home, tmr cheese room again.

Can't remember the name, but is soft and has mild taste.

Truffle honey with walnuts. Awesome but costly.

Teitti farmhouse a.k.a cheddar and soft mild cheese. Average taste.

This is my favourite mimolette. Is orange in colour and have this awesome familiar taste. Very fattening also.

A.k.a horse shoe is being called Baraka...smelly and have strong pungent smell. Soft and quite tasty.

Huge reggiano a.k.a parmesan. Price is $2,800> bloody unreasonable,

Hope you guys enjoy e photos.

Toodles!!!

After work life- Harry's and off to Jones the Grocer

2010-01-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

A day at harry's with grace n aisyah! Awesome and better than ever.

Choosing what to eat? Harry's have very limited food as in main course but is sure delicioso!

Harry's Bar.

Grace & Me

Me & Ais

My craziees bitch !!!

Our starters with was so sinful and fattening. lol!

Wedges and battered prawns. Heavenly deep-fried. Awesome!!!

Brownie @ Jones.

MOuTh watering Tiramisu @ Jones

Hot & Cold chocolate pudding.

( this was capture unglamly at the road just off dempsey... something unglam happened...very unglam, i shant mention as aisyah will kill me. Peace out.

Hey there! aloha, how holidays been going out for you guys? having fun? tired due to working? sleeping everyday to kill time? trying to make utmost effort to learn something everyday?

As for me, i was working and having fun most of the time. My buddies aisyah n grace make my day. Funny peeps is there, awesome la. I miss RA so much, laughter&noise in the classroom which i can never get at work. Sleeping&talking in class which i never get to do at work most of the time. I really miss all my classmates. The chinese cliques laughing out loudly chew sze, jazreel, yz,tz,ethel,liling. Then nana cliques which are more to the quiet side bcos your cliques dnt appear in most of the lesson. They guys in the class will always be quiet when Ivan is not around. Then evelyn and gang will start to play silly childhood games which makes my day most of the time. Mas and cliques will start babbling in malay and laugh out loud. Though sometimes they are anoying they actually kept a certain memory in part n parcels of ur life. Therefore i cherish all this time, which i can never found nowadays.

Alrite talking bout today, went harry for dinner,more pics at FB by tmr. had lots of fun with grace and ais.funny babe. Had to slp early today. I nd a damn good massage from hannah. Save me HANNAH! give me a knuckle massage.

2009-12-31T05:17:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl just a Shout Out<> Hopefully you guys going to enjoy ur time starting by tmr. As for me, i have my own resolutions. More or less, i'm half prepare-d i reckon. Journey is going to be tough next year.

I really miss all my friends and my classmates and 6 ace star. Chatted with averie on Msn, well that chio bu getting prettier and prettier, feeding pills and gyming all the time. She is good at doing that.
Chatted with her, and she got a car in Phillipines.

Avey. says:
Happy new year to you too wadda!
*Wada* says:
yup you tooo babe. So how ya doing?
enjoying life i reckon?
Avey. says:
I'm doing fine..
Nah, not really..
How about you?
*Wada* says:
ok ok le
so typical singaporean
Avey. says:
Haha, oooh..
*Wada* says:
i mean not me .
Avey. says:
Me?!
*Wada* says:
no
i was just stereo typing
Avey. says:
Hahaha, I see
*Wada* says:
u know when i say la and ler
Avey. says:
I know I know
*Wada* says:
there you go singaporean again
Avey. says:
Hahaha
*Wada* says:
i'm fine, just getting aussielicious
Avey. says:
i see, when are you going?
*Wada* says:
went already
for christmas
Avey. says:
Oh, coool
*Wada* says:
yeah you should go there babe
maybe 1 day
so you have a car in philipines
?
Avey. says:
Reallyyy..
Hm, yup.
How you know?
*Wada* says:
awesome man
Avey. says:
Haha, but share with parents one
*Wada* says:
atleast u have 1
lucky bitch.
Avey. says:
HAHAHA
*Wada* says:
i have to wait for 18 then can'
Avey. says:
Yeah, at least got something to drive
Hehehe, 17 can drive ready what
*Wada* says:
no in singapore is like 18 then can drive
in aussie 15 u can drive
i'm craving for audi cars
wat car u driving?
Avey. says:
Haha, I see..
Me ar.
Honda Jazz.
Audi too ex la
*Wada* says:
ya like bloody hell la. 200,00 in singapore
Avey. says:
Haha, crasy
*Wada* says:
woah, do u spell crazy as crasy in phillipines like that.
Avey. says:
Nooo.
I like spelling it CraSy.
HAHAHA
*Wada* says:
neh, i just kidding
so u basically just studying over there? not working ?
Avey. says:
Can't work here yet...
Yup..
*Wada* says:
why? work pass
ah
Avey. says:
Nope..
Parents won'tlet
*Wada* says:
i c
so u taking dip or college?
Avey. says:
College..
*Wada* says:
oh ic
thats good
work hard
Avey. says:
I willl
*Wada* says:
wat course?
Avey. says:
Fashion Design.
*Wada* says:
you got to be adventerous to be in that course.
Avey. says:
That's whyyy
At least I have my sense of fashion and style
*Wada* says:
woah, someone's been drinking the macoon
haha
Avey. says:
HAHAHA
*Wada* says:
well that's u babae
Avey. says:
Lol
Uh-huh
Hehehe
*Wada* says:
thick skin biatch
Avey. says:
No, i'm nottt
*Wada* says:
...........let me think..........
yes you still are...
always bicthing
Avey. says:
Eh, asss
Bitching?!
*Wada* says:
ya
come on evryone bitch
Avey. says:
Right..
*Wada* says:
the thing you are nt vicious
so do you have to design and learn how to make dress and stuffs
?
Avey. says:
Yep..
Make our own clothing
*Wada* says:
cool
so you fit size 2
or size 4
Avey. says:
TOO SMALL LAH.
*Wada* says:
or 3
Avey. says:
More like S.
Either M also.
*Wada* says:
ya u know the mannequin
they are pretty small and tall
hur
Avey. says:
Yup..
*Wada* says:
do you get to have ur own model? or just use the mannequin
Avey. says:
We're not doing it yet
More on drawing still
*Wada* says:
which is effing hard
i gt friends from nafa
Avey. says:
Drawing is fine
*Wada* says:
and i can't even doodle a simple thing
Avey. says:
Hahaha, well
Its hard sometimes
*Wada* says:
but it will be a super interesting course
be a reknown artist designer from all over the world
Avey. says:
Yes, true1
*Wada* says:
wat are u gonna label ur brand?
Avey. says:
Don't know yet.
*Wada* says:
so ur bf in the same course as u?
Avey. says:
Nah, he's taking multimedia arts..
*Wada* says:
so u guys are like truly in love
>
?
Avey. says:
Maybe..
*Wada* says:
know i saw benjamin
at shaw house on that day'
he look so different
Avey. says:
HAHA
Really
*Wada* says:
ya
really like jessie mccartney
My friend was like OMG
lol
Avey. says:
Hahah, I can see from his pics
Lol.

Well the good thing is we still stay as friend. And i really appreciate god give my pal a smooth journey where they get to experience something new in a new environment and i hope and asked my god if i can have the same, and also all my friends going through that too. Comfortable life and always happy.

Aites happy new year my friends.
Should all acquaintance be forgot? My answer is NO.

2009-12-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

Well after a year plus working at Jones, is my final pride to say goodbye. Feeling abit sad, cause there are lots of memories that are left there. Will be working somewhere else with higher pay and hopefully a better environment and better people. I don't know how it happened but is just that somethings are not meant to be said. Jones have really made me grow up and learn new things and handle difficult tasks. Well is time to learn more new things in a huge environment.
My new working place will be @ tanjong pagar,anson road.Hell yeah i'm doing bar and bistro. Love it!

2009-12-14T04:35:00.000-08:00

Working is super tiring! How i wished i can just sit at home and surf the net,karaoke,watch movie everyday. That is the retirement life. Somehow is just so pressurising to work and stuffs. Extremely tiring, and when i think back is like i'm growing up so fast to have an adult life, and i've yet to enjoy teenage. Next yr 18 like woah. 18 is cool. How long can and adult endure with work? I wonder? doing the same thing over and over again must be tiring and sickening.

Well next year school term will open, then registering buying uniforms, books ,new mates,new teachers, new subjects. Bla bla bla. Why can't they just reduced it to 1 year then i can go poly faster. Is irritating to find out that all your friends are proceeding to taking diploma and you're stuck doing some shit stuffs. I freaking hate it. I will be behind them by 2 darn years. Ppl already in University ,then you yourself in poly. WTH!!! Haiz, it really upsets me alot. Feel like taking O level next year but then i will be like old kid in Sec.

I'm just 17

2009-12-10T04:38:00.000-08:00

Hey hey back to posting! I missed all my GFs alots. Jackie your retarded jokes, i want that now! Laure your silk hair i want to see. Well GFs are all at their hometown celebrating Christmas soon. Only coming back in Jan. Well Chris are back home and so i guess is just me and him for New Year. Ponteng work today cause my back hurt and got stomach ache. Guess what? i went to the doctor i told the doctor my stomach pain and he replied " are you pregnant? " I wanted to reply " Excuse me I have yet to have any sexual intercourse and I'm just 17, so what makes you think i'm Pregnant? " Then he asked for the 2nd time and I say NO! Like Wth i'm not! Stop stereo typing ler, just because i'm malay then i pregnant ah. Ass la. See la all this malay teenagers who are pregnant in S'pore so he just accused me. Gosh (I'm so freaking Pissed)

I find it absolutely weird today. I'm label as pregnant for no reason.

2009-12-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

Today when i was on my way to work i fell down the stairs, it was a bad one>totally :( . I froze for 1 minute then quickly rushed back to my house lifts to go home and changed my pants. My ass and leg totally in pain. Freaking Embarrased, therefore i barged in the lifts alone so no 1 will actually be inside with me. Screamed in the lift, releasing all the pain. Changed and clean up. Off to work. Told Wendy about it as I was exceptionally on time for work. Dush, she laughed like a mad female dog. Is totally pain, till now i can feel some parts of my body numb. Weird seh. Serious Business, just wendy,nat,maz,2 philpines came for work= Confirm shorthanded. Since Jones new outlet opened at MG all my bestie workers gone. Sad but life has to continues. Then i was supposed to send off people for lunch 1 by 1 everyone went except me and wendy cause staff meal was curry chicken briyani absolutely typical for everyday. Feeling sick of the food we decided to ate at 3 when Krissy arrives. So at 3, went Harry's but is closed so i checked out Dome but the food is rather not up to our taste buds. So we went in and think what to eat... then krissy say we need to go to Far East Flora to get wrappers and flowers. Went with Wendy and guess what Taxi Driver send us to a correct avenue but at the wrong florist. We walked like at the whole Upper Thomson Road looking for Far East Flora.

As we were walking unproductively there was lots of crow on the trees. I was walking in front and Wendy at the back. SO basically i heard Wendy Screaming for Help like yelling out loud. And went i turned a huge Bloody crow was stalking her hair band. Then as we were running away from the crows the crows start to chased us and suddenly we brake through when a Chinese Man shouting at the crow" BAD CROW!" BAD CROW!" like umpteen times. WTH ! HE then SHout "FASTER RUN!" continuosly at us so therefore without looking at the back i opened my umbrella and run with it so the crow won't stalked my head so does Wendy. Then like 20 seconds after running like a mad dog we stopped and realised the crows was like freaking far from us, so wats up with that Man shouting at the crows, is not as if they crows gonna listen to him. Stupidly we ran for our life thinking that the crows were behind us. WTH <> I laughed non-stop when wendy say they effect of a crow stalking your head is like a coconut from a tree dropped on your head. Hilarious. Then a few minutes Wendy spotted the shop. Bought watever things we need and hop onto a cab.

Reached there we rushed to Harry's to eat, bloody hungry!!!! ate wedges and aiolo olio seafood which was SEDAAAP!!. cabbed home and that's my day.

Then a few minj

2009-12-09T04:02:00.000-08:00

I finally managed to post. Alot of things happened. Some good some bad, ITE has finally ended for year 1, year 2 n 3 coming up. Scary and anxious is how i felt rite now. I don't know if i can do well but hopefully ya. Working and learning the art of cheeses. I'm studying cheese book, as next month i got test. I must work hard.

I feel so shity after attachment period mainly because of alot of reasons; Work, Relationship, Family & Friends.

Work: I began to felt so threaten, so much so that sometimes i dragged my feet to work. My bosses and managers and supervisors are nice. And sometimes when people too nice to you the rest just began to envy your good relationship. Then came alot of Ridiculous Foreigner Interns and just took a hitch infront of you. If you're good, means you are good. I'm not good at trying to win people heart esp the high end management so it does not mean you are good at it too. Why? Well they felt threaten and at the same time so am I. This is adult life, politics, criminal, sex, love cheat is all in 1 cycle. At this age you feel scared if that is what's happenin to u in future. I prayed hard at night and whispers some wish to Allah hoping tmr will be a better day for all my close 1s.

Relationship: I seriously got nothing to say. My bestfriend brother is my admire (WTH! IDA!)

Family: I began to understand i need to stay cool and just be myself and at the same time respect my family decisions.

Friends: I got no time to meet my girlfrens and best friens and also sya and karen ( Ida is obsessed over adult life )

2009-11-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

I'm freaking tired, standing at Isetan doing sales can be a tough and fun. Tired ler, thats why i got no time to online and post. My blog is kindda dead. I miss Jackie so much and all the Jones peeps. Hope i can see them soon. Okay, i got nothing much to say. I got ample of work to do.

2009-10-28T07:34:00.001-07:00

Posting time, I'm super sick right now. I am having flu, cough and a slight fever.Well today i had fun. We talked alot about shopping. Woohoos waiting for this sunday. I having this bollywood fever. I don't know why. Sathish must be the main cause for this. I'm still cracking my brains hard for the report. Almost done with the typing and what's left is only the Isetan part. Work work work IDA!

Thats all.

2009-10-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

Looking at your face everyday makes me wonder each time i talked to you on the phone if i had fall for you. Is freaking ridiculous cause i've got a bf and he is really nice to me. Sometimes is me myself whom kept thinking i am in adequate enough for you. I feel sorry for you. When you were overseas i always try to kept thinking that you were actually beside me but then looking back i wished i was never with you. You got a great future ahead of yours unlike me. Mine is unsettled. Sacrifices is crucial in relationship. My feeling have changed tremendously. Yesterday conversation has really left a scar right on you. I'm sorry. I'm not sure if things are getting better. You are really nice to me but i'm not good enough for you. I told you so Chris just listened to me for once. Is going to be hurtful when we are apart but i'm sure is going to make a better me and you.

2009-10-24T02:28:00.000-07:00

Half day today and off day tmr. Just right. Finally i can collect my Nano Vid Cam. Can't wait to use it. I'm so tired. Right now Jackie and Laure is at my house. We watched UP for the second time already. Still on the verge on doing my report.

Next month, i'm going to have dinner with my sec band members. Can't wait. Finally can meet them. Getting so impatient already. I'm waiting for their O levels to finish.

Thats is for now.

2009-10-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

Today was exceptionaly Sucky...god know why. I'm freaking tired and hopefully i need not OT tmr. Just want to end at 1pm so i can watch Tamil movie.
Till now i haven't had enough sleep. My eye bag are freaking heavy and dark. Is serioulsy bad. Going shopping soon. River Island having sale, must rushed to go there. Price are cut till 50%. Gonna get the slippers that i want there. I'm going to watch harry potter since i got nothing much to do. No mood to do report. Too much pictures going in my mind. Need a rest. Hopefully my weekend will be awesome, rest and lappy and movies. Can't wait!

Thats all !

2009-10-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

Back to posting, 1 month and 2 more wks to go. Unbelivably time passes so fast, Learn alot of thing when i'm with Sathish and Amsyar. Get to know guys behavioural better. It seems now that we learn about each other so much. Some people just tend to critic things without thinking and now i realised it with my own eyes. Never seen people so despicable like you.

Mood: Happy+Tired+Angry= Average

Happy: My soar throat is getting better and we actually explored aljunied in a mean time.
Tired: Actually my back hurt so much so that i can feel the numb at night due to sitting down on the floor.
Angry: I get to know that some people are born to be so "Fetch". Go ahead and continue to be like that and then you know where you stand in the world. Pretenders are wholesomely Quiters.
Get A Life ler. Banyak Cakap Banyak Bohong. Sedih sangat gy ah nangis one corner. Merepek, kot kot sebab itu orang cakap kau auntie.

2009-10-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

Back to posting, RA i'm so sorry that those who own a blog has to delete your post about I.A.P and that includes me too. Pathetic...due to given warning by bette nah and mrs wo for me to pass all those messages to you guys. Sorry but no choice anyway. I also got to delete the words in the post. Sadly most of you guys treat your blog like a diary to write about your feelings but maybe not on IAP i guess. Haizz.

Getting back to today, i'm super tired and super super tired. Then then going shopping with Amsyar and Sathish on the 31 Oct. Can't wait. $%^!@#*. I'm like so excited, something different for this time. OK thats it. Nothing much to say.

2009-10-15T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hey hey back to posting, firstly cliques and I went Orchard then walked to P.S and then Cathay. Had fun cracking jokes with them. We also chilled at KFC and StarBUcks!>

There are more photos to be uploaded but then i super tired.

It was definately a super duper tiring weekend that i had. Awesomely crazy!!!!!...Tiring but indeed it is a very good experienced for all of us. Amsyar and me actually was running away to catch a short nap outside the halloween shop. Haha, and yes i have to wake him up cause he was like dozing off so badly. Haha poor him. Well sathish was preety strong to last for the whole night and was also the most hyper person there. Well2 stop here for now.

Hasta La Vista!

Sathish has this irritating face, hur, don't you think so.!!!

Didn't i told you that poor boy was so sleepy, so this was the evidence...poor photograph credits goes to Sathish!!!!!!

2009-10-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

Firstly I'm supposed to wish my cutest,macho brother happy 23th birthday. Yeah he is really old. I'm so sorry didn't manage to spent time going shopping on your birthday like last year. And secondly i'm so sorry caused i didn't had time to buy for you present. I promise i will get it on Sunday ya. You always been getting me expensive stuffs on my birthday and yet i forget bout yours. I know you been hinting me to get you Zara sandals, i asked jackie to help me buy but they don't have your size...haiz blame on your giant foot.

Oh yeah, happy birthday to you. Love you. May you always treat me more often and buy for me more goodies. Hell yeah! Good luck for you Music Exams. Hopefully you pass your grade 8 and proceed to be a secondary school conductor. Love love Azman Shah my cutest,macho brother.

2009-10-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures do the talking.:)

The crazy packing that we have to do. Actually there is more.

Well, b4 we start the job, andy the manager offer us to seat for quite a while.

The beautiful christmas tree over there.

We learn how to decorate christmas tree.

Its ceiling. I love the office decor.

2009-10-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

I Want this thing by this week! Omg this is not just a nano. This is a Nano-Video. Is freaking cool. I went to E-pic centre at Bugis to look at the sample. You won't want to miss this. Cliques and I want to get this badly and we will. Just waiting for all the stocks of colour to arrived. I booked dark blue and thus it will complete my i-pod family. Hopefully the guys contact us a.s.a.p so we can collect this thing. Well back to the story of today.

Woke up officialy late today. Omg, i was super lethargic yesterday. Walking around with my leg conditions, it hurts but i just bare it cause my friends were there by my side. Poor them waiting for me, good thing all of them drove car if not... i will die walking. Went Bugis again to BHG, meet a lady whom look exactly like Haslina. Haha shocked me a while but then when she smirk it doesn't look like haslina.

Oh hell yeah, having primary school outing at Jurong Point this Tuesday, looking forward to meet all them. Haha, thanks Li Ping for organising this event. Really missed all of them. Some of them look so much taller and prettier.

Oh yikes tmr attachment. Chia You Guys! Do well and give all your best tmr. Miss RA peeps. Alrite thats it for now. Gonna catch some sleep soon. Toodles.

2009-10-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

Nothing much happened today, just recently, my friend give me a message, out of from no where. Really miss Wu Jing. Since she is living in Australia her name is changed to Ivy.

Well well getting back from today, went to hospital just now for some matters and went to Bugis with cliques. We all brought maching shades, Ray Ban. So cool. Haha.Cost $198.00.We going to hit the beach one of these days. Poor thing, cliques had to wait for me till i have an off day. Well hopefully i will get some off days to hang out with them.

Thats all for now :)

2009-10-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey back to posting, went for band practices, yesterday. Got 8 new pieces to really focused on. This time playing 1st for 5 songs, 2nd for 2 songs and a piece for the 3rd part. Looking forward to the performance. Looking at the running note makes me wanna puke so badly. Oh gosh, so little time to practice some more coming to IAP. Looking forward on Monday, wonder how the situation gonna be like there. Atleast can still chat with sathish & amsyar for the 1 month plus b4 we are seperated. yeah ! yeah! .

Oh yes another issue, checked my results and i got 3.846. Haha wat a super weird Gpa. Why can't they just round of to nearest ten and make it 3.9. Haha wth. Well i'm just totally dissapointed with Eric our S&W teacher. I got 1.0 unit . So amazed to get this kind of thing. Well, just gonna give my 105% for this monday.
Good luck RA, hope you all will do well.

That's all .
TA!

I Hate Going To Mustafa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-29T01:55:00.001-07:00

Hey back to posting again! Went to mustafa on Sunday with my elder sister. So basically we were doing shopping. Bloody indians flooding everywhere. I seriously hate the way they stared with their bloody big eyes on us. There were some commotion going on with this super stinko indian man and my sis. So big sis held my hands as place we too Crowded and there was absolutely no ventilation in Mustafa Centre. Almost fainted. Getting back to that Indian man, my sis was leading the way and then that Indian Stood Infront of my sister getting in sister way. So my sister said "excused me" politely to him. That freaking stubborn man still not giving us space to walk. Overall my sis said 4 times "excused me" but still he is not moving his ass off from there. My sis boiling point plurged extremely high and shouted at that guy"EXCUSED ME YOU CHOCOLATE MAN!" Totally funny man this part. Haha, everybody was looking at us. Omg so Pai Seh. Haha, so that man actually said Sorry in a thick essence of indian forte. Haha, u bangla.
Don't visit Mustafa, heavy human chocolately man traffic there.

Haha, really no offence to my indian pals. Not referring to u guys.

2009-09-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

Back to posting, went for the F1 Rock Concert, woohoo went for second day and third day. Second day was crapped because of that Chinese Singer, last day rocked. Beyonce sang better than B,E,P. Awesome thing iseveryone is moved to the Single Lady Song. Haha, me and my friends were doing it too. Haha. Cool. B.E.P rocked fort canning with the Boom Boom Pow song. Haha, everybody was jumping into the beat and tempo. Woo love it. Wish there was F1 concert everyday. Nicole pathetically broke up with Lewis Hamilton and patch back when Lewis won the race. Weird right? haha girls will be girls.

Not a ordinary day

2009-09-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hey people back to posting again. Hmmmm...did nothing much as in for today. Woke up at 7.30am and went for swimming at 8.30 at my mum's house. Then went to Redhill Market -surprisingly i went there, got some stuffs to cook for lunch. Help my mum do some shopping at the market cause she was feeling abit unwell. Helped mum to clean the house, do some house chores and off i went back to my house. Did some cleaning and cooked lunch for Megs and Me. Hmm, sumptuous indeed. I'm kindda the best Chef. Haha, i'm joking. Then head to queesway to Alter my jeans that i bought and head to bras basah alone. Went to Swee Lee to get trumpet Polished and stuff. Bought sound proof for my trumpet so i can play at home without any boundaries. Did some texting with bf today, really miss him. Wonder how is he doing. Yup as usual did sone smsing with Zee and Zya. Hell yeah, today was fun fun fun! Love today.
Tommorrow Zoom Zoom Zoom. F1 rock concert here i come:)

Btw those people who watched Singapore Idol just some (F.Y.I)
-Please vote for people that can boost the Singapore Singing Industry.
-Don't don't don't vote for the looks eg, Farhan who just totally killed my mood yesterday.

Thats all Peoples :)
Sign off: Ida

2009-09-22T06:58:00.001-07:00

Hey people , wats up! how u all doing . Firstly start off by saying ( selamat hari raya ) to all the umat islam who are celebrating raya. Mohon ampun dan maaf kalau aku perangai ke, kurang ajar ke such and such. Btw i'm not really in the mood to celebrate raya, just wanna celebrate with smirk. I'm totally serious. I wasted about 13 days causer i didn't fast. Haiz, gone , everything gone. Zya and zee you know why. Jackie you own me those days that i never fast, Karate Chop plus body slamming and that is the effect. Mak aku pernah kate, sape tak puase tak bleh raya. Freaking true. I'm gonna change my blog skins using the time that i had.

Staying at home is totally bored. Now i am waiting for darl to come back. Really wonder what he is doin there. Hope he is fine. He did send me some raya photo from there.

F1, zoom zoom. Beep beep i'm watching F1 this week for the concert. B.E.P here i come. Can't wait for them to perform, party everyday party everyday. Cant't wait for 25 sept.

Hmm, IAP is coming soon. Excited plus nervous, i can't wait . Well good luck to people who are working @ popular,watsons,polyanna,esprit,fox fashion,body shop, rsh and etc. I can't remember, work hard guys, prove this stereotype people wrong. Show them we can do it.

Thats all! Ta

BOREDOM~

2009-09-16T22:06:00.000-07:00

Whats Up peeeps! hey hey back to posting, dush i'm freaking bored , now using the self-access room to use the computer to kill time. Attendance today was freaking stunner cause like actually 7 came to school but now there are like 5. Should have ting ma ma de hua and not to come to school. Haiz, today gonna take my flight at night to indonesia should be back by saturday. Really miss all my classmates, is been ages since i see some of their faces. Well, raya is coming soon. So excited! I can't wait. Money money money will come in. Hahaha, i'm so money minded right now. Well my pocket bursting because of raya. That's all for today gonna post more when i'm back!
Ta

Wada

2009-09-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, today i'm on cloud 9. Haha wth with that phrase, whatever it is, i am super duper happy. 4 reason why i'm so freaking happy.

*Mummy told me that i might not be following her to Indonesia to settle reclamation land there.
*Daddy told me that twinny is coming Singapore next month. I'm super duper happy.
*Black eye Peas is on , cause i'm not going Indonesia. Yeah yeah. dush Boom Boom Pow.
*I got Pollyanna job as my attachment.

Attachment coming, hope RA will do well for their attachment. Is just 2 months so just bear with the shit ya.
Life great. Allah have been very nice to me. Woo hoos.

BEATLES! I'm into It!

2009-09-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

You guys might not see them before, well let me introduce to you all. Beatles. Their hairstyle abit weird and hidious but whatever is , their songs are awesomely great. Hear it. I bet you fall in love with this guys.

Finally everything's done, glad to hear that, just waiting for IAP. Well peeps, i'm into oldies after going to cafe cartel on that day when i heard 'hey jude' which was by beatles. Impatiently i rushed home to download it. And now i hear it on my I-pod. Aww, so heartfelt, reminds me of him, me and him on a bridge. The only thing my name is not Jude. Well, looking forward to IAP, Woohooss,wee hees. Well RA good luck for your IAP, hope you all do well, and got an A ya. Remember we are the awesomist peeps ever. Alritez just wanna have a shout out, I LOVE BEATLES

2009-09-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

Ok i shall start off with the fasting month, so far so good. I been fasting consecutively for 11 days.
Excited for hari raya totally. Haven't been going out to shop lately. I'm running out of tops. I need to get some, maybe tmr with my brother.
Well need to do lots of preparations for interview and stuffs.
I need to get decor for raya at grandpa house.

Well got nothing much to post, i'm just super tired from reading B.E.G textbook. I'm dying reading that book. Well watever with tmr common test , hopefuly i pass.

Thats it! TA

2009-08-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

Alot of things happened recently, it seriously stunned me ungraciously. I didn't ask for it. Some people are just out there to hurt you very much till it just dampen your whole feelings. Seriously i kept telling myself, just bear with it.

Entahla, ape kau da buat kat aku bukan senang untuk aku lupekan, ape salah aku pun tak tau la. Kau tak suke aku kutuk2 , jangan buat kelakar la, u r angry with me for that, seriously tak mena sabar. Semue orang pun ada boling points. Who r u to point out my mistakes? Then you make those silly stupid excuses that are unreasonably unaccepted.
Utterly shamless. Perangai je nak step sok2 suci tapi sebenarnye engkau bukan wat i expected. Aku tak pernah cakap buruk pada kau, ape jahat sangat ke aku ini? aku selalu bantu kau,tak pernah aku mengumpat sal kau. Beh dengan tibe2 kau buat aku begini. Aku kutuk pun main2 is not as if i say bout you. Kalau kau tak nak dengar aku kutuk asal dari awal2 lagi kau tak bilang aku. Kau betol2 kecewe kan aku, sahabat akrab tak akan buat begini. Watever it is, you are not in my life parcel anymore. You are so full of shambles.
Disrespectful, utterly disgraful.

thanks zya,salha,jackie,laure,megan,angus for being there for me.

2009-08-18T01:18:00.000-07:00

TIME IS RUNNING OUT!

No time, no time and no time to hesistate on any thing at all.
I'm really super busy.
SBM is done not that is left is that OIT idiotic presentation.
Very tired of doing things, i gotta feeling i hurt my wrist.
I think i type too long or it might be due to me holding the trumpet.
Watever it is, my wrist hurts and is killing me.
Ah doi! i really gt no appetite this few days and i also have been undergoing tremendous gastric pain which is crushing my stomach.
Fasting is coming soon. Yeah i can't wait to stop eating .

BAD NEWS :(
*Chris coming home late to S'pore ( in 2 months time)
*Laure coming back next week which is supposingly this friday
*Jackie coming back next week too which is supposingly this thursday

Why the people that i missed so much have gone for such a prolong vacation.
I missed my bf badly . I wonder what he is doing right now?
Jackie thanks for the Fed-Ex delivery, i still don't quite get what you are writing on the card.
Nodding and Smiling helps a certain time. Ps... start improvising on your hand writing before my feelings turned dull when reading. Thanks for the Scarf too. I love it.

Salha buddy: cheer up ya! i sympatise the conditions that you are under-going. I believed In Karma, he's gonna get it back. I want your smile when i see you in school.

Alllritezz... What time is it?
Time to sleep, according to my watch is 1.15 am.
I'm turning into panda thanks to the ample projects works which was given.

2009-08-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today was absolutely Tired. Flag day didn't really work out that well. Only cliques knew why. Haha but still we had fun. Why people tend to be so stingy? they can simply donate like single cents but they intend to put it in their pocket. How selfish can they be...Very Selfish indeed. Then after that head to discussion for project. Intense work indeed for me and group members. I hope my group members can put in more serious effort that will bring to a very good mark. Really hope that my group members will do well on Monday . Come on people we can do it. Alright thats all for today, is really a long day for me. I need to get some rest right now.

2009-08-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL! SCHOOL ! SCHOOL !
MEET REALITY!

I'm finding time to complete the whole assignment and task that are given to me.
School kind of sucky for these few days.
Finally i have completed on my SBM proposal which only freaking took me 1 full day shift to end it.
Presentation are half done.
Is really been ages since i've last blogged.
I miss Violety cliques, you guys rocks my socks till i'm speechless.
Yes and yes again i'm suppose to reciprocate the thank you word to my dear Chris.
Fun and more fun spending time with school cliques.
They are really nice to me.
Talking back bout school, OIT have been giving me umpteen split headache which can lead to migraine and cancerous brain deferral stage .
Another problem in school. I can somehow say that i regret not going to sec 5 cause the subjects combination has got no freaking gut shit to do with ITE Retail.
Is totally in a desire straits .
I got to find a solution , i don't think i can do well for this semester and i really can't put any compassion into it.
I want to stabilized myself in this condition.
I need to saved money for buying car.
I have to work hard and i will for sure!
Chia You for myself!'
TA!

2009-08-01T03:28:00.000-07:00

Is really been ages since i upload post in my blog. I've been very busy lately or should i just say lazy. Alot of things is in my head right now. I don't why i am having this kind of feeling. And i have alot of problem in time management. Wth with me. I seemed to hate all the subjects this term. I lost interest in all of it except for SBM. Oit totally sucks that haslina kept harassing me to do this and that when i busy doing the assignment. BEG, i dont know if i'm really listening to her class. I'm simply slacking alot.I also have been spending alot of money. Friday itself i spend like $350 bought high heels and also some formal wear. Didn't manage to get the Nike nor Puma shoes that i want. Well i will just get it next friday. We went ION orchard,accompanied jackie and laure to get MUI MUI shades which cost like bomb. Then we head to Miss Selvage and get a cardigan .Aziaty got herself a super beautiful high heels from Gucci. Damn it , i love it so much. I bought coat as well. Went british India to get long sleeves, and stockings. Shopping and more shopping. I suppose to get present for someone next week. Most probably gonna shop tmr. Thats it. Ta!

2009-07-17T04:54:00.000-07:00

Haiz , jealous bangat aku tengok klas Rg punye budak.

Smue cam gerek-gerek tau.

Cause i tengok alifah punye blog.

Pictures smue gerek2 giler.

Kan gerek kalau dapat classmates giler2.

Bolehlah aku kacau dorang.

Ade budak melayu kat class aku kebanyakannye emotional.

Watever it is, we are going karaokeing on monday kat cash box.

Sounds fun, hopefully it will be.

wah! aku tak sabar.

2009-07-17T04:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday movie was totally SHIOK!

what a word to describe,well i had lots of fun watching it.

Is abit funny and serious and sad.

So overall indescribable.

Jackie and Laure sat beside making chris so fucked up over it.

Oh ya, can you stop smooching my butt in-front of him it may sound different to him ya.

Harry,hermione, ron weasley was an awesome actor/ actress.

Harry new spells that hermione taught was so interesting that i feel like using on everyone.

Well getting back to today lesson.

Same old typing in OIT.

Her lesson was never interesting.

I wonder why???

Whatever it is like ppl said: SUCK IT UP!.

Then head to BEG lesson which we used up the time to eat in the canteen.

Same old common hypothetically common sense etiquette.

Lessons go on smoothly as per usual.

Then head home with cliques and off Chris send me home.

I'm so sorry cause i'm feeling too exhausted to go out.

Sry darl :)

2009-07-16T05:50:00.001-07:00

School was always the same old thing.

Study,project extra classes.

Haiz, well awesomely i got friends who are superbly hilarious and cracked retard jokes.

Mummy told me something and i laugh with a shocking look when i heard.

This is something happen when i slept.

Guess what... when i was sleeping soundly at night,something happen to me.

That night was at my home unlike the usual weekdays that i always spent at granny house.

I decided to slept on the floor with a blanket laid there.

So it was actually without a bed.

I don't slept on the bed as i tend to fall down when i was sleeping.

The funny thing is i don't sleep walk and how can this happened.

My mummy told me it was about 3 am in the morning.

She woke up to the kitchen to get water.

Guess what she saw me sleeping soundly there.

Weird right? Me end up in kitchen ?

I always rolled around when i sleep and that is unavoidable.

But how did i manage to get out of the door and rolled to the kitchen.

Well the mosaic floor was sharp indeed and for sure i will get a cut, but i didn't get it.

How did i end up there ah?

Well i don't sleep

Well well getting back to school, lunch was short so we decided to eat in school.

School food sucks totally.

Then head to lesson as per usual.

Was playing slippery slidery with cliques . Haha it was childish but fun.

I can't stop laughing today.

Thats all!

I'm heading to vivo later to catch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF -BLOOD PRINCE.

Jackie called just now and remind me bout that and she pronounce HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF- BOILED PRINCE.

Haha like ivan said "STUPIDITY"

2009-07-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

Oh well today was awesomely great.

Cliques and i had fun roaming around at Vivo city.

We went to eat first and head to candy empire.

Woohoo...then head to class. We weren't late at all.

Had LFS at that time, boring as there was no singing with aisyah.

Then that Mdm Haslina lesson.

I guess my typing improved alot compared to the last time i started typing.

She dragged the whole class as we were talking and bcos of that we went home late.

Then went home with Zee and Zurah.

Guess what we went to toilet and zurah atfirst passed me the toilet rolled.

Excitedly i threw it thinking my throwing skilled are really bad that it won't hit to the 3rd cubicle.

Guess what it actually hit the indian lady who were in that cubicle.

Zee said that she was screaming in a weird way.

That was totally hilarious.

We laugh our way to mrt as we walked.

Today was indeed a gd learning experience for me not to play around with toilet roll.

haha. Thats all ! I'm going mountain tracking nw.

2009-07-12T05:02:00.000-07:00

Me, and the guys went to cash box to exterminate our weekends boredom.

We had fun.

My voice kindda sucks at the same time.

Well sathish and i had fun singing MJ songs though the MV really sucks.

A total discrimination for everyone who will sing the song.

I let the pictures do the talking for now.

In a dark karoake room.

Sathish seems to have lots of fun.

He even sang malay songs.

Awesome!

The disco lights that was just making me giddy.

I don't quite much like it.

Ivan who is trying to boost moral in singing.

Suck it up ivan we are still singing michael jackson songs.

Sathish seems to be enjoying singing all the time.

The freaking TV video.

Me into singing, karaoke rocks!

My voice sucks.

Sathish trying to act like the next Michael jackson.

We got the THRILLER!

Why so serious guys?

Chill :)

2009-07-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

Shall start talking bout what happened in school.

School was a total bore.

Did nothing these few days in school.

I guess the teachers are very busy.

During lunch, we cliques went to Mr Prata like that is our most favourite hang out place.

There were ivan,amsyar,sathish,karen,rais,andrew,syahadah,azyan and rosmah.

We had lots of fun eating there.

There are always some jokes to talk share when there is Ivan.

Then rushed back school by cab cause they say need to come back and get watson's pay.

Totally not looking forward to the amount that we will be getting.

Watson cheated my money.

Haiz ,i dont give a fuck la.

Then there was LFS... tata, cleaning up was a chore, but frankly i enjoyed cleaning.

Was with the cliques.

We were bitching again but something which is not related bout school.

Rosmah seems to be talking in some weird language.

Head home after spring cleaning.

Met laure to accompany her to get the bag that she wants.

Well she bought a new, C&K handbag which i damn wanted it.

But too bad i got to wait for my next pay.

I overspent,and shall learn a lesson from now on.

Thats it for today.

2009-07-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

Back to posting.

I just love the weather these few days.

Azyan gone bonkers so is syahadah.

Well i had alot of fun today during OIT.

Muahaha, was doing something else.

Only god and some peeps know.

So sinful to do that. Is not porn also btw.

Guys were talking bout harry potter.

Daniel Rancliff is super duper hot.

Smack ass him.

t Promise Jackie and Laure to watch on next friday .

Haiz, u should'nt have booked the tics bitch.

Whatever it is.

Thanks alot.

Sathish and Ivan are getting impatient of the release of harry movies.

Arghh. I'm getting impatient too.

Getting back to school, head home after that.

Met Cecilia and she was talking to me that she can't make it to Polys.

So i replied " see you in ITE Choa Chu Kang"

haha, very direct right.

lol.

Thats all for today :)

2009-07-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

School was awesomely good today, had lots of fun with cliques.

Ate at mr prata today with cliques.

I hope Mas mother can get well soon, oh ya mas tak care of yourself too.

I know you are stress.

Is a new beginning again.

Well somehow i still love school compared to work, though my workmates are cool.

Went home at 4pm and head home with cliques first, went bugis,california fitness.

Had fun with that bitch, jackie,laure,angus,hannah,daryl,wendy.

Stupidly angus and daryl were trying to show off their skills in weight lifting.

Sadly they can carry 15kg. Muahaha, told you not to be boastful.

Do some weight exercising.

After we changed head to marina square.

Did not manage to find the shoe that i want. Grrrr.

Most probably going vivo and check out limited edition shop there.

Ok frankly speaking, i don't know what with them.

I ain't trying to get a fight.

So pls stop acting you are some kind of big shot.

I'm sick and this foolish acts.

All i know i don't bear grudges.

If you think i'm bitchy,then reflect yourself first.

Stop writing that someone spoil your mood.

I guess you yourself are always moodless.

My patience running thin.

I guess when you wrote that is pretty rude.

You are unbelievably full of shambles act.

2009-07-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

Hey guys check out this damn hilarious video clip.

If you understand british language.

Then watch It!

Super Duper Funny

Lastly I 've view this. Ok this is insulting to my britney.

2009-07-01T04:27:00.000-07:00

I still enjoyed the class bbq though most of the people are not there.

Supposingly they are not RA.

I don't give a fuck.

but well i'm angry .

I mean of you don't go but you provide me a valid reason , i will be happy to say is ok.

This class really pathetic.

Also got alot of liar.

i hate liar, and still you have the cheek to post about me in your blog.

I guess you are retard.

And all i know you can't accept the fact that you are just living in your own world.

Childish at the same time.

You are just like a slimy relish.

Lastly stop copying me, no originality.

Well ,well getting back to topics,

we had fun when teachers arrived.

Mrs wo & Mr Nicholas was awesomely nice to us.

Thanks for all your help.

Then some of us head to the movies .

We watched i love you man.

It was funny.

I want to laugh but can't as i gt soar throat.

haha.enjoyed myself there.

ta !

2009-06-29T08:20:00.000-07:00

2009-06-29T07:01:00.001-07:00

Today was a Bore.

There is totally nothing for me to do other than housework.

Wanted to shop at Queensway but i the darn flu,soar-throat stop me from doing everything.

Went Sheng Shiong to shopped for the bbq stuffs with Jamilah.

Spent like $190 which does not even accumulate to the fund that i have collected.

After that went for taxi hunt and that driver was a young,ignorant ,superb rude,obnoxious,articulately an asshole. I'm Pissed extremely.

She drove a freaking wrong side and the best thing of all was i had to keep telling her the directions.

She was extremely a pain in my ass, i already had soar-throat and can't talk much.

Wtf, today was such a pathetic day for me.

I want to get cured soon, i don't want medicine.

2009-06-26T07:56:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson pass away.

Very pathetic thing.

I was shocked, he stunned everyone with his amazing voice.

Here is a tribute to him.

I love MJ.

Heal the world make a better place.

Love Mj, heal the world guys.

Jackson 5

(MJ)

Aged 50 yrs old.

Not only his talent has given dreams and hopes for many.

He has left with a marked and a stain on our heart fan landers.

2009-06-23T23:31:00.000-07:00

Had alots of fun today. Went out to east coast with ivan, amsyar,sathish and karen. Well we had lots of fun crapping. Went east coast to check if the pit has any shelter near by and thanked god there is. Then we went to play pool somewhere bugis area. Was walking and walking, the funniest thing is we went around like a tourists to find pool table there, was really tired of walking.

Then after playing pool we head down to movies.

Karen went back as she had something on.

Haha, we went to Ilumo shopping center and we saw this freak guy who dress up like totally punk emo shit. He even put on the S'pore idol sticker, haha amsyar feel like punching him.

I gt scared at first when i saw him.

Then when it comes to movie we head to plaza singapura after walking around aimlessly.

We watched "drag me to hell"

Damn scary for me.

I kept shouting,yelling and screaming.

Amsyar was so irritated due to my screams.

But hey it was scary yah!

Ivan made a very gd prediction about it.

He gt it right this time.

Sathish don't really felt scared bout that.

It was also kindda hilarious at some part.

Well i had fun with them today.

Results:

Oh man, i'm kindda disappointed with my results. Oh man i really think i should have just put better and extra effort on my efc. I gt 3.8 , totally crapped.

I hate my results.

2009-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

Today had lots of fun.

Went causeway point to meet ivan,sathish,azyan and sya.

Woohoos, had discussion about games and how bbq event are going to be planned.

I hope it will be a successful one.

Firstly me n sathish waited for all of them cause all were super duper late esp zee.

Then one by one came .

Head to have our lunch there at banquet. Food sucks! Bleah didn't manage to eat up everything.

Then was thinking each of us could concentrate there to discuss but is just not a suitable place for us.

Then we went arcading which was damn fun... played basketball and stuffs. Everyone enjoyed.

Zee was kindda emo. Haha emo kid.

After arcading went to starbucks thinking that we can actually enjoyed coffees and discuss.

Unexpectedly place were super crowded so we head to the Library.

The funny thing is when ivan approached the counter to get seats, the person was like"here all students study one, you have to wait"

Ironically she is telling us something that we already knew, like excuse me we are there to buy your coffees. So freaking rude. The students there also never buy the stuffs and just seat there. WTF!

So when we were at the library , we booked the meeting, had alot of fun. Conversation was excellence. Had some sex matter too. All ivan faults for getting so horny.

Then someone has gotten into our conversation.

Guess who........??

Mrs woo

Well she joined and asked our dear sathish to role play.

Then went sheng siong near woodlands checkpoint to get something.

Zee head home first while the rest went woodlands checkpoint sheng siong to get something.

After shopping there ,zya went home , then me sathish and ivan went to find place to pack stuffs.

And guess what???

We played pool.

Super duper fun.

Is been ages since i touch on it.

Ivan pro seh!

First match he won between me n sathish.

Then next match we won... Woohoos.

Then last match played with sathish and obviously sathish won.

haha. so gonna go there and play.

Thanks guys for your cooperation today.

2009-06-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

Today was really a phew day.

I still brooding bout it but deep inside i know it is useless to do so.

I trying to control my emotions bout it.

Is really hard, the stupidest thing i ever do is to act as if nothing has happen.

Keeping silent is tough.

I'm really speechless about situation like this.

I just know that i'm head over heels for this.

The endless road

2009-06-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Everything is over, right now,

being sad is no use.

My plans have failed.

Right now i felt like an immediate failure for the 2nd time of my life.

I just feel like standing on the edge of the cliff.

You've have thoroughly disappoint me not once but thrice.

I'm starting afresh for now.

I will not have have any remembrance of your image in my picture parcel.

I know i am a failure and therefore 'm picking up the pieces of it.

Life is just a path of endless problems.

Problem are there to make recognition.

Recognition of someone who have turn you disastrous.

Someone who shut and shattered your dreams.

Disappointment comes first then happiness.

Reluctant comes first before willingness.

Wining comes first before trying.

What comes after followed by another.

You will just start to realise you will need to walk on a string of rope across a wild river one day.

That is a day that you will find the reason of your problems.

When there is a problem , there is a solution.

A solution to where you will get a chance of your lifetime to make decisions.

Decisions helps you to grow and learn the art of human behavioral.

I still count myself lucky,cause god give me a chance.

I will seize it, you going to regret it.

Are you Trustable?

2009-06-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

I've been hearing alots from my friends. As much as i envied their life now, i got to say at the same time i am super grateful for what i am leading. I'm finding a comparable , trustable friends but it seems to me that all the friends that i have are just another letdown after another. My feelings for now is super pathetic. I'm going in circles or maybe a triangular.

How to find a great friend?

I myself have no idea either.

But i do know what is the quality of a great friend.

I keep telling myself to look forward and don't be ashamed of the past.

But looking back i still feel upset and maybe lonely about my inner guts.

Whats with me?

It is very hard to earn someone trust?

I don't want to trust you anymore,i have given you umpteen chances but looks like you did not make full use of it.

Very upsetting right?

Why does your pride makes you run and hide?

I do not know if i should continue being friends with you.

You are kind of a disastrous girl with no self-confidence.

You are kind of a liar in front of your cliques.

You are definitely ruthless in your dream.

Why must you lie to yourself?

2009-06-12T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hey all,back to blogging, exhausted is the word to best describe how i felt now. Been busy working at the so call*welcome to watson* Haha wtf ya!

Stand for so freaking long get $5.00.

But what matter most to me is the experience that i just wanna try.

Crapped alot with some peeps from RB alifah and siti. Well they both are super duper hilarious.

Siti is seriously crappy and best of all we spoke same language haha, the vogue baby.

I miss my s.a.w cliques alot. Wanna go out with them.

Vegas this sunday , tatas guys.

Sentosa Trip

2009-06-09T02:57:00.000-07:00

Firstly happy Advanced birthday to AZYAN

Me,Rais,Zya

Me,Fiqah,Rosmah

Another cake of azyan

Me and Ivan

Is a NO No!

Whatcha looking at Bitch!

Me ,Zya, Rais and Amsyar

The sentosa trip was Awesome. All of us had alots of fun though there weren't much people who actually turn up. Whatever it is i had lots of fun swimming,cycling and playing frisbee.

Had lots of fun throwing Zee into the sea. Was crapping when we were swimming in the sea with my cliques, S.A.W. Me and cliques head to Vivo to shop around. Everyone was freaking tired.

Btw azyan birthday is this wednesday and not yesterday. So i'm gonna which her happy advanced birthday .

Hahaha. Next event will be the class bbq. Preparations will be kind of tough. I'm very busy during the holidays. Band and more band practice. I love band.

2009-06-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

Back to posting. Hmm..did nothing much today. Went to JP after work smelling totally like shit.

Weather was to the extreme hotness and i was perspiring totally .

I want to watch Hannah Montana movie by tis week if i have time.

Is really a nice movie trust me!

Oh yeah! tmr sentosa trip and also gt that stupid watsons interview briefing thingy like Wtf.

Meeting peeps at redhill 8.50 tmr so everyone could reach on time.

Wear black too.

Well, thats all for today, i gt nothing much to post recently.

Will be having upcoming performance this sunday morning @ botanic garden and afternoon at the esplanade with phil youth. Excited cause utt will be the host for the esplanade one. Woohoos.

Hypocrite are MF!

2009-06-05T09:39:00.000-07:00

My mood right now is super pissed.

You are so good at acting then why not join mediacorp.

Unbelievably you are not as what i expected.

Think back where do you stand when you first came in.

You are disgusting and one of a kind human species.

You are also a hypocrite and you just demoralized my hopes.

I will never trust you!

Yes! Yes! i'm being very mean right now.

You made me think and do like this.

Argh, i feel like slapping you.

You are my worst nightmare. You chunky!

You know who you are!

DON'T ACT CUTE! DON'T TRY TO PLEASE MEN!

DON'T EVER TALK TO ME!

2009-06-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

I don't know wat is happening to me.

I want to get close to you but at the same time just to look from far.

I find it freaking ridiculous but this is my feelings.

I wanted to tell you so many things but i'm just not given the chance.

You have been my friends ever since my life changing experience in ITE.

You resemble so much like my very best friend in sec.

I can't do much about my path cause is already stated.

Making and adapting to changes is tough.

Well this is me, this is real.

U got to understand me a certain times,

i know i can be bitchy , naughty, evil, mean a certain time but hey isn't this everyone attitude too.

Don't tell me you never do that before.

Flu bug right now!

2009-06-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

FLU! FLU!FLU!

I'm really having a bad flu now. Is really bad that my voice sounds so navel and so bellow. Oh man i hope it cure fast.

I want to do lots of things during the holiday.

Getting back to today, didn't do much things, But i played frisbee with my sis and some neighborhood people , kind of tiring, went home and slack in my room finding inspirations to compose some new songs. Playing with keyboard is kind of irritating. I'm getting the beat but not the flow of lyrics. Meeting phyone tmr for my recording.Hope my voice is okay by then .

Oh ya! Gf cheer up ya! i know how it feels when you are in this situation. Be strong ya!

Hope everything will be okay by this monday then we can a jolly good time together.

Then we can have photo whoring.

Be strong!

Maintain your smile too.

Thats all for today.

I'm smelling holidays

2009-06-04T05:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah man ! Exams are over.Weeeeess. I love holidays,finally can slack. Talking back bout my papers , all i know i'm gonna did very badly for sure. Blame myself also for studying well. Such a letdown. Back to holidays today spent time with syahadah and rosmah. Went vivo to find some things for monday event. Went to Toys R Us to fool around. Damn funny!

Thats all for today. Lastly I LOVE HOLIDAYS :)

Here are some pics taken.

The rocket lego. It was seriously very tall.

Its Geoffrey the ambassador of toys r us!

Its made up of lego too!!!!

Me and Syahadah fooling around.

We totally look like kids today.

The huge bear which i wanted to buy so much. I love the bear!

Lastly syahadah and spongebob~boo!

Friends or Frienzy?

2009-06-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

What happen to our friendship?

We didn't even fight or quarrel?

I did not try to hurt you either?

What happen exactly?

How come i felt so awkward talking to you?

It feels like we are stranger back then in first week of school?

Who brought us apart?

Do you keep a hatred inside yourself?

Who make you hate me?

Tell me why?

We haven't been going out for a months though i have been seeing you almost everyday.

What torn us apart?

If you know who you are, talk to me personally ok.

I want it to be exactly like last time.

Tell me if i have change?

You don't seemed to be yourself?

P.s sms me a.s.a.p. I just wanna have a chat with you.

Finally gt my i-phone...Woohoos

2009-06-02T06:17:00.001-07:00

Hey yeah! Finally man! 2 papers are down. 2 left to go. Woohoos. All i know is i'm ain't gonna do that well. Bleahss... i have to get over it for all i know.

Today met my geo teacher as i walked back home. Kindda interesting to talk to her. She did ask me lots of question bout how i'm doing in school.

Well well guess wat i gt my i-phone already . Oh yeah and i'm also broke rite now. Well i have to reboot and jailbreak it for now so sending it tmr at the handphone shop.

My i-phone and i love it baby!

2009-06-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hey ya! One paper down and three to go. Woohoos, lesser burden for now. Mugging CTR rite now. Well i'm feeling very skeptical bout my results. I tink im gonna get B for like some papers. Haiz is really unpredictable rite now. Adrenaline rushing my guts is also very weak. I'm having diarrhea right now. Shit and more shit. Plan spoil again , i want go swimming.

BAND DAND MAND

2009-05-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, i just finished having a glanced at my sec band blog. Shocking news cum disastrous Ivan chua is the president. I knew it from the start the band is super racist. Ironically there aren't any malays selected again. Damn FUCK. Miss lim you still will be ugly disaster Conductor ever! Eww.I'm pissed. And the best thing of all he is the Student conductor went he can't even conduct and sigh read scores. Oh well i guess he is like a peanut who forget about his skins. He totally forget where he come from and who brought his name to the edge. You 2 skin face. Last time you say you hate Miss lim to the core and now you lick her backside like you are licking chupa chup lolly. Funny is it joker. You MF. I want to screw BM band!Like SHIT! I repeat like SHIT! This is preposterous . Omg.

2009-05-31T07:21:00.000-07:00

Saturday posting, been busy lately, gt tournament. Our team did well. Super exhausted yesterday, played around 3 to 4 match. Can't remember. We did well and improved too. Ethel gt injured too cause of those kids who don't have eyes. Then head to library by cab and met up with aisyah,mas,zurah,azy and azy friends. Studied for a few hours then head home, took bus and guess who i saw. I saw my previous sec classmates the china girl,guo ning. Had difficulty talking to her . She told me that everyone failed their english sub for mid year only 2 passed.Woah i was like, that is soo streaky la. Luckily i never head to sec 5 if not i would be in the same situation as them.

Sunday, alrite went to work as per usual. Damn busy literally. Clocked off at 2 and cabbed home. Bathed and went to library ,chris fetched me. Studied RTO like bonkers. Well i hope i can pass.

2009-05-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

Back to posting!

Tmr tournament!

Monday Doomsday!

Oh man, i really hope i can recuperate fast enough.

I also hope that i have enough time to recap for RTO.

Well back to today, did nothing much lesson ended as per normal, went queensway to meet jackie. Do some shopping as per usual. Bought nike shoe the same with her.

Head home around 6.30 , slept for an hour and studied RTO . Made my own test paper. How dumb of me. But i guess it helps me to memorise easier. Kindda happy bout that.

Oh ya back to school, got all my mock test and common test. My marks was kindda shity.

RTO mock test~ 81

CTR common test~80

~CTR mock test~89

Oh man! I'm still at the range of 80 which is not really a good sign. Very shaky.

Need to work hard for my EFC too. Haven't been practicing that much so i'm not really aiming high marks.

Hope i can do well for my exams :) :)

2009-05-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

Had frisbee training today. Very tired, tmr still gt school. Haiz i tink i just screwed up my ctr mock test. I know i will score very badly for certain. Damn i'm speechless about myself this few days. Don't know what i'm doing for these few days. I want to aim to complete something then i will just end up being plain lazy to even read the notes. Gosh, i'm really doom.

2009-05-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

Group pics

Head of commitee.

Roses among the thorns

The ladies of jan intake: shahidah, Me,Jia mian,Sarah,Farah,Shi Qi,Ain& Yu zhen

GUGU GAGA

Shahidah,Jia mian,nasrul,Hisyam& Me

Eazy with Star Stride. WOOOHOOS

Star Stride group.

Cheese everyone!:)

Sufian the hot stuff

Guess who we pointing to...SUFIAN!!

Our cliques again

From left to right.

Hanis, Ainul, Sarah, Rama,Me & Shi Qi

Who is behind sarah??

The kecoh cliques. Rama don't act cute.

Hisyam is blocking my view. GAH! his head so big.

Azura & Eazy.

Sufian & Suliyana

*HIDAYAH*

*SYAFIQ*

*TERENCE*

*KEVIN*

*SHAM & LENNY*

*AMMIERUL*

*SHI QI*

*HANIS*

*NASRUL*

*JIA MIAN*

*WAHIDAH*

*YU ZHEN,FARAH,AILEEN,SHAHIDAH & SARAH*

*HAWA*

*ADELINE*

*ANDREW*

*BRIAN*

*INDRA*

*FARHAN*

*AINUL*

*AZURA*

*SATHISH*

My Cliques( Shi Qi, Rama, Sham,Siti,Andrew,Ainul,Terence,Me)

Today was the installation. All of the Jan intake did well. So round of applause for them. Had super lots of fun taking lots of photo. Now have to put on the SC badge everyday, if not kana fine. The high heels also kill my feet. GAH!

Luckily brought my slippers along and surprisingly i got no blisters. haha.

Well exams are right infront of my eyes staring on the edge. I'm here slacking and i didn't study for 2 days. I'm such a plain slacker.

So i will let the photos do the talking for now. TA!

2009-05-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

Today mock test was disastrous . I was expecting it to be easy in the end it was so tough. Actually it was easy but just did not have that time to study. Busy going to band practices so didnt had much time to study. I just need a rest , a good one. Tmr installation, bought high heels at Charles & Keith today. super broke already . thats all for today. Well me and GF took some stupid pics today. Muahahaha

Try to guess who head has some patch of botak.Haha ...Its rosmah

Me and Azyan

The S.A.W.

Syahadah,Azyan& Wahidah

This is the results when i comb down azyan hair. so unglam

She look like some dragonball character

2009-05-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

hey guys back to blogging. Did kindda lot of revision today. Went to J.E once again to study with Nana, Melati,Azyan &Amsyar. Then went off around 5.30 if im not wrong. Head home and change to study at BMC mac, ,met alot of stupid merahans enemy there. Just can't be bother to entertain them. Reached there about 7.30 and went off at 11.30 cause i don't want to miss the last bus. Nw here i am blogging off to release my stress. Damn tired to the max. I really can't take any glance of RTO book anymore. Headache.

Thats all for today . TA!!

2009-05-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

Went to JE library today and studied with Ivan,Amsyar & Sathish. Couldn't find a suitable seat at first cause amsyar wants to munch and study at the same time. I have finally completed on my RTO studies and now just need to recap every single thing of all the 4 subjects. So just need to read and absorb on all my notes. Today was really an exhausted day for me. Exams are reaching so near. So many things to do. I want to go on a holiday right now, lay on the beach and also go for a swimming. Haiz. gt nothing much to do and say so thats all for today. Ta!

2009-05-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

I start to wonder why and what often people start thinking in their brains. So when i came across thing i start to wonder if i should just start everything afresh cause i been thinking about what Chris told me . I want to start a new life. I will just concentrate on my band,job and also studies. Trying to make a mark on something i have to put a commitment on to it. I was offered to play with Singapore Youth Orchestra. My dream has finalize to my hard work outcome. Being paid to focus on my career is not easy to find else where. I'm willing to give up on anything. I'm blessed to have this opportunity and i will be a dumb fool if i give it a miss. I love band ever since young ever since pri 2 . Its been 10 yrs i develop on this. Though i'm not a child prodigy i'm a music freak and nothing can stop me from this.

Working in Jones has never fail to suit my lifestyle. It has changed me and bring me tons of experience that i can never found else where. I've talk to peter and planned everything smoothly , i will be going Sydney Australia to work after i have completed on my courses at ITE. I will most probably take my diploma at Australia and migrate there.

This is the best path .

2009-05-21T04:36:00.000-07:00

Oh yes guys if you all have been watching american idol here are actually some video clips of it . If you are very into it then watched the Lady GaGa who sang poker face very badly. Trust Me!

Lady Gaga Poker Face Live!

Adam Lambert (Cryin)

Kris Allen(Heartless)

2009-05-21T04:21:00.000-07:00

Back to posting and yes our class was the champion for the amazing race. Cool rite i know. haha.We did put on lots of effort and also ample of energy so i guess we deserve the titled of champion. Had lots of fun and also i'm feeling so so lethargic.

Now back to American Idol , guess what Kris Allen won instead of Adam lambert. U shouldn't be screaming and yelling for all the songs cause some people can find you really irritating and i'm dead serious about it especially those father and sisters at church ya. I felt sorry for Adam cause judging from yesterday performance Adam did so much better than Kris so basically is a popularity show. Thats all to post . TA!

(Masturah,Me & Rosmah)

The really awesomic crew. Wheees.

2009-05-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging,lesson starts @ 1pm so was basically @ home sleeping till 11. Had S.C pledge taking again. Did nothing much, went off around 6.10 after school to head to Vivo city with Shi Qi. She went to get some S.C stuff, i saw the ralph lauren perfume which i really wanted to buy as it only freaking cost $180 like so cheap. Omg it was on offer , maybe going shopping with Chris this sunday as i need to get some stuff for installation. Head home around 9.30 ,we also had our dinner there. Surpassingly to go out with Jackie but then that Butt Jack Ass had tutorial. Hate u bitch, you freaking own me 2 B&J . I came back just in time to watch American Idol. I really think Adam Did well. Love him. Go adam lambert hope you will win .You did awesomely awesomely good!

2009-05-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

Back to posting. yeh yeh i have completed on RTO but have yet to recap. My aim was 10 unit but i overshot to 2o unit. Freaking last minute thing. Started studying @ 4 pm today and ended @9.30pm . Pheww...tired and to the extreme of heavy duty headache. Me and Ethel went to study again and gahhhh we were looking like freaking idiots trying to share table with peeps but in the end sat with the China girl. Ethel went off at 6 plus and i continue to stay till the library closed. Went home taking bus and now getting ready to head off to Mac to meet Jackie the g-string . lol. ta for now!

2009-05-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey! Back to posting ... Did alot of things today though there wasn't so call lessons going on. Wasted time in school achieving nothing . Haiz...exams are really drawing near and still i have yet to start studying for RTO . I reckon that i will fail the RTO exams but i don't want to and therefore i'm spending all my remaining hours in the library . Today cabbed to Jurong East library with ethel to study our CTR and yes i managed to covered and memorised the whole chapter as i freaking spent 5 hours in the library . Well at least i set aside a goal today and i have achieved it. Tmr will be another hectic day for me and my goal is to cover 10 units of RTO ,hopefully i can. It was always about study! study !study! . Now lets talk about the 2 hot dudes in American Idol. The 2 cute finalist, who do you think will win? As for me both of them have the calibre and voices of a real damn hot singer especially Adam. I love Adam ! he can sing his high notes at the top of his voice like WOW!. just love him . As for Kris he is a more of a gentle and tender loving guys who sing lala bye to ladies. Not really into him but Paula Abdul really loves him . So we will see who wins on this thursday. Gd luck guys!

Kris Allen

Another photo of him during his high school year.

The 2 Hot guy finalist of AM!

Sexy looking emo photo of Adam Lambert.Woooss

His photo during the very first shoot of AM season.

2009-05-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

Back to postings...Super exhausted as there was s.c pledge taking today and i really need ample of rest. So basically i've been slacking alot cause of this kinds of stuffs. I really want to start recaping on everthing . I will try to find some time i can as much as i can find time to slacken. Well lets not be bothered with anything like this and concentrate as much as i can to study. Stop here for now.

Lots of love: Wada1304

2009-05-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

Firstly Happy Dappy Birthday to Afika! hope you will stay strong and healthy as you are always getting sick. Went school as per normal, took bus today and for the freaking three times my umbrella is spoiled, haiz , anybody can get me an umbrella which is in good quality. So i was kindda wet when i was waiting for the green fred light to come alive. As i was standing a very king lady offered to share me her umbrella with me. If i'm not wrong this was the second time i saw her at the traffic light. She was really kind, as she was aged she was talking to me in mandarin so i was replying as much as i know how to speak chinese. It was really ticklish when i can't pronounce some words. The good thing is she understood me quite well and try to reciprocate at much as she can. Cheers to that old lady and thank you.

Back to school topic, had RTO today and it turn out to be quite fun as i was answering all the questions that mrs wo was questioning. The moved on to the silly SES lesson. Quite dull but i try as much as i could to enjoy it. Then had lunch breaks. Went to clementi ,zaheerah was buying a cake today and guess what this is the second time i was speaking chinese as the salesperson was from CHINA. Luckily she understood me and gt the right cake for us. Then after that head back to school after we had lunch and we celebrated afika birthday. Had quite alot of fun today. Back to mdm siti lessons we recap how to do email and finally i gt it quite flawlessly. Tmr going to have study group with some of the s.c after school . Exams approaching , time to get serious and also come to school regularly as much as you can.
Thats all for today! ta!

2009-05-13T05:05:00.000-07:00

Firstly happy birthday to Miss Ang. Hopefully she having a fun happy happy birthday. Alright back to today post. Nothing much happened, He is back today and i gave him a good big hug as i really need that. We were cracking jokes all the way and we have not done that for quite a number of months. Just came back from P.S. Went shopping and bought new guess watch which cost me a bomb but i didn't fork out, thanks alot. He bought some formal wear as he will be working in a office environment. Thats all bout him.

I don't bear any grudges with anyone so don't make me do that. I can say that i'm really nice and so far have not really hurt alot of people badly. I reckon that things are just going to get better in school. I'm not really hating you cause i learnt from Mr nicholas that 50% of our heart is the love soul and the other 50% is the hatred soul. If we can fight the other 50% it will turn band meaning 100% on bad and 0% on evil. I don't want to do that as i'm really changing. So don't make me and don't try to be a hardcore sucker in my life . You are now testing 75% of my anger management if you add another 15% then you have reached my limits. Enough bout this topics for now.

Move on to after school, had S.C today and it was definately fun and tiring to practice the pledge. But it was a great experience. Thats all for today! Ta!

2009-05-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

Back to posting! Went School today by cab i was too lazy to walk and take bus and as i was too sick. Got better as lesson went on. I'm practising my vocal right now so as to get better as days reached. First lesson SES,haiz bored like looking a an empty plain wall. Then CTR & EFC, It started out abit dull today for what reason i gt no god damn idea. Then lunch went off to Amber West which the food was edible but i guess is with a healthier choice cause it was so plain tasteless. Gd for health but not up to my standard. Had flat white coffee 2 cups which is actually not bad . After that head off to Lifeskills,get cranky and crazy with Aisyah and we was damn singing so crazily. After that had S&W which is pretty a unlucky day for me as i gt hit and ramp by the stupid volleyball ball. Super pissed and in pass,luckily never hit my throat if not the stitch cant recover. The person who do it i will never forgive though he didn't do it on purpose . Hate Jerks like them. Mother Fucker was never Funny! Pissed and more pissed.

I will looked on the bright light as someone is coming back in 2 days time. Yeh ! yeh! thats all ! Ta!

2009-05-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

Many things happened recently. Sometimes is preety stupid to talk about it .Keeping it inside is also not good ,so it does not really makes much difference. So lets talk bout it. Had operation today, it goes out smootly as i thought. Thank god. Mum wasn't by my side to feel the pain as she off to Indonesia with dad so it was basically my band brother who held my hand in pain. God gave me second chance to live and therefore i cherish it as much as i could. If u see me on Monday, i will be very diffrent not like before so pardon me. I'm still at Alexander Hospital now pretty much with some teenage kids who actually very sick. My brother won't be accompanying me tonight so he brought me laptop as a sense of entertainment.Tmr will be discharge once i don't feel that giddy. I met this girl who is in the same ward as me , name:Xia hui if im not wrong looking at the bed ward name . She is diagnoise with brittle bone. Is very sad for me to see her like that. She is really very strong. The most saddest thing is she is only 15 and i bet she does not even have a chance to enjoy her teenage life. I really learnt alot when i'm here. Some of you may think is just stupid to stay in hospital but you guys don't feel the pain that i'm feeling right now. My pain is curable unlike Xia hui, so now i'm sharing her burden and cheering her up. I can't talk that much as my throat is really pain but i still can walk ( just now this nurse ask if im strong enough to go to toilet then im like obviously la. If not she will do it for me. Eww.)Watever it is ,i've learnt the pain for those who felt my pain. I understand right now and i will not even laugh about it cause it pain was never a joke.

2009-05-08T06:15:00.000-07:00

Back to posting guys! Everyone is having very strong PMS for what reason i have no damn idea. Alright guys mother's day coming soon . Well this is for my mum: thank you for guiding me and bringing me up to this earth. Without you i'm no one and i will not even stand here. I love you for everthing that you have done. Thank you! I'm so sorry if i have done any mistakes that have made up very angry. I may know how it feels when i start to grow up. The sacrifices you have made is uncountable. The pain you have went through is unbearable. The sadness you have went through is timeless. Happy mother's day and i love love you!

2009-05-04T08:02:00.000-07:00

Some people actually take things for granted without realising what will happen to them without it. Eg, me. Yes ! i do take things for granted and i really didn't realise it till i realise how fortunate am i . Some orphans need to find parents in order to feel the warmth of a family some people just hate having a family members. Some people did not realise how hopeful it is to have a sack of rice in their ricepot but others just craving for a grain of rice. Some simply use the accessibility of the modern transportation without realising that others actually walk for hours on land without any transportation. Some simply waste all their lifetime opportunity of going to school to learn something new but others are just wishful that there are such things as teachers,school & books. Some people woke up in the morning without a need for them to think if there is tmr to live as they live in safe secure country others just prayed that they are given extra days to make their life more hopeful. Some people have the luxury of phones,money,music player,latest clothes,latest bag,latest watch and many more but others just hope they can pass each day with a slice of bread for them to eat.
We people make mistakes and have taken things for granted and that is definately for real. We people never realise our mistakes tilled we ourselves experience the hard time that we conquer for a moment.We people were never satisfied with the things that we received but in the end to reciprocate and asked more. We people are never grateful for what we posseses but try all kinds of mean to earn more.
Guys be grateful,hopeful,thankful for what god has given to us. Im sure we will be rewarded more in future. Make changes now if you sense a sixth sense that life is really getting shorter.

2009-05-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

Back to posting, i am actually having alot of interest in animals and mammals. Don't you think that all animals are beautifully made by god. They are very gorgeous just like us the human beings. Why are we created in a way is all because of the physical distribution that we live in. We are so much fortunate than anyone who actually living in a desire state. Why are some animals created to be one of the most endagered species?

Here is the picture of a whale which is now depleting very shortly due to all the selfish people who just concern about themselves. They are also endangered.

Do you ever wonder why elephants are so huge? Why they are scared of ants when they are really huge and gigantic. Why elephants trunks are getting shorter and shorter? Give it a while to consider.

Well this photos is the largest North America Cat that are really rare. They can run as fast as the speed of the train and it is definately interesting for you guys to know.

This is a photos of polar bears that are actually the largest land carnivore. Aren't they cute? Well if guys actually recaping back, once north pole melt there won't be any one of them living and they only can adapt if they are actually kept in an air-con room like -20 degree celcius .

Ever wonder what is the oldest living organism? the answer is this 250 million year old bacteria which actually still existing strong ! Amazing rite.

This is definately a general cracking knowledge for you guys to learn. Tats All ! Ta!

2009-05-03T23:23:00.000-07:00

I really want to watch harry potter and the half-blood prince and i seriously can't wait . The trailer is freakin ggood and i really don't want to miss the movie at all. Well i been trying to download the pirated movie without realising that the movie have even yet to release. I really despo to read the book again but just don't have the time. Well here is the trailer of the harry potter and the half-blood prince

2009-05-03T09:11:00.001-07:00

Frankly speaking i'm sick and tired of working as i need ample of rest and i'm actually trying to perservere in this kind of tight environment competition. A tit for a tit . I absolutely tired and there are just so many outstanding things for me to do. I don't know wheni can find the time to do it. If you guys realise the earth is actually revolving fast enough to actually turn 24 hours to 18 hours. 1 minute have change to 40 seconds to me. How i wish there was 48 hours a day so you could ammends to many things and i really feel there is a need for this kind of changes. So guys save the earth ya! charge lesser and use electricity lesser, those who smoke: Harlo! the earth layer is depleating thanks to all the fking addicts smoker. Take a look at the photo below this is what gonna happen if you guys continue to do the same.

Stop here for now! Ta

2009-05-01T15:00:00.000-07:00

Pheww...definately a freaking hectic day for me. Had match with Hwa Chong today. Nothing much happen but definately had alots and lots of fun. Is really a great experience, going work at 5 later on. Wanted to take off today but no one supervising so i can't take it today. Tmr still working, i hate weekends , i never get to enjoy my weekends though how hard i try to do it. Sadly i can't work on sat morning anymore. I love morning. Well im learning how to skip properly just to make my risk very steady. This is a video bout the rope skipping. A very PRO guy who knows all the tactics of skipping and i freaking admire him. Enjoy and Ta!

2009-05-01T05:39:00.000-07:00

Had work as usual, then head off to make the jersey,phew very tired. Went home at 7.30 rest and pack my stuff for tmr training. I need ample of rest for now. Tmr working after training like i still can afford to stand. Hopefully yes,if not, peter will be so angry and piss.Everyone is like quitting in Jones, why??. Basicaly jones is becoming more and more busy,and no one can't take the freaking endless customer gushing in and out just like tap H2O. We are not even given 1 minute to breath in ease,gasping for air in jones is not easy as if u are running ur 4.8km. Thats how suck it is. Well 2 off my work mates have actually sign up for Singapore Idol and they freaking ask me to tagged along. So actually i did. Omg what they hell am im doing. Why am i taking the risk to join the competition. Should i just back off maybe i should! Thats all tmr will be a freaking long day for me. So TA!

2009-04-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

This will be the song that im gonna sing. Title: Heal the world. Is a nice, soothing song to hear, ur tears may roll down when u hear cause if u understand the lyrics deep inside you will know that M.J is a nice person. Trust me he is one of them if not he won't compose this kind of song.

2009-04-28T05:55:00.000-07:00

Did nothing much today. Took CTR common test. Im utterly dissapointed with what i wrote down on the papers and im darn serious bout it. I feel like im completely a fool. A stupid fool, I want to turn back the time. Watever it is , is already handed up so i can't do nothing much. A long day for me today, after LFS, me and Ethel waited for shawn&kah wai like 20 mins at tha canteen. Headed to self-access rm to discuss bout the jersey for 45 mins and then headed home get changed and off to studio for band. Band ! Band! Band! I love thumpy!. Practice my solo part with Steven and it turn out to be quite gd. Then we run through the whole piece and it turn out to be quite flawless. I'm becoming pro man!. Yeah! I practice singing the song and my voice sounded abit nazel, cause i gt flu . Hopefully it turn out right and i can follow the tempo of the band tmr. 7.30 at the esplanade. Ben & Jerry @ dempsey with phyone, william,steven, gary, Hong hui, Dillon and my Indo cliques, had chip and munk with chocolate hazelnut which i shared with phyone(bff). Gd thing william send us home cause i dont want to walk at that hill. Off for now ! Esplanade here i come...!!!!!! Ta!

2009-04-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

Did nothing much today, very pissed off with many of my workmates. I just want to give them a good smack at the head. Was almost late for work , thats why i took cab. Cab home also and sent off siti whom actually live the same block as Ethel. So coincidence. I havent had any sleep ,i mean a gd sleep, i was busy studying for ctr just now after i gt back home from work. Mum ask me to quit job and concentrate on my studies, but nah i won't do . I love jones and i dont want to leave jones. Esplanade performance is coming soon and i just got a news that they will be playing heal the world by mickael jackson and there will be a soloist who sing and they pick me. I feel so good man! have yet to memorise for the lyrics, cause that song they need people to sing and so they choose me. so excited ! This is the time that im waiting for , gt to drink up more gatorade so i wont have any sore throat. Im gonna sing at eslanade this week. Yeh!~ ooooo ..lala

2009-04-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

Went to work as per usual, woke up damn early. I really gt panda eyes. Went home to change to go to ulu pandan. Band as usual, gt alot of juniours to teach , i really cant be bothered to teach them so just chat around. I can pitch my high high G which means i can play my solo. Thanks alot mr ang for your tips is well- use after all. After that went home and play frisbee with my small sister . She can throw but can't catch . The top are some photos of her. I just realise that her throwing are so funny. She is like 90 degree straight hand. So Funny! Thats all for now . Ta!

2009-04-24T03:53:00.000-07:00

oh damn, today was definately an exhausted day for me. School as per normal. I'm trying so hard to do the ctr test. It was really hard. At the same time it was nonsensical cause i was trying my best to understand what am i writing. Had appointment today, i came really early cause mummy give me a call so that she can fetch me at the bus-stop. Well appointent was actually at 7 but mum change it to 5 so the earlier the better. Was freaking smelly at that point of time. Had full check for an hour at Alexander, doctor say need to take my medicine regularly and to stay out of the sun for a few weeks. But who cares i need the vitamins and minerals from the sun. Was freaking tanned today, damn i'm an f.b.i now. Arghh, i just let someone down . Chris i'm so gonna be more tanned than you. Trust me. Actually i gt pretty shocked when the doctor says my check-up is for one perfect hour. I was actually expecting for longer waiting. Going to have my operation on 9 may cause that is the only day that im free. Happy cause i got improve on my backhand .

2009-04-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

School start off as usual, did nothing much as lesson was pretty short , i mean really short cause is only 4 hours . Is pretty nonsensical to come to school at 1pm and end at 5pm. This is bcos scientist research states that are brain are not really functioning bcos of afternoon heat and also due to the long waiting of hours in the morning. I really wonder why? why can't they just start school at 7.30 and end at 2pm just like sec. I really miss secondary school time though reccess was really short. I want maths & geo tutorial. Esplanade performance are really coming soon. Have yet to touch on some pieces so i really nd to spend some time with thumpy. All rite thats all for now folks. Ta!

2009-04-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

Gue gat tahu apa lagi mau gomong dengan erlu si. Aneh benar gomongan erlu dan erlu tahu gue anggap erlu bagai teman akrab gue dan tiada lebih dari itu. Sacrifices that i have made is more than enough, are u retard or just acting dumb , hypathetically i tink u are sick and nd to see a psyciatrist for sure. Only then you will get well. Oh man , i began to wonder how is britney doing in Las Vegas. Today is her performance with some reknown artist. Cool rite i know! d.m.i. I began to learn the meaning of self-praise. People say self-praise is no praise. As for me self-praise is the momentum guts that you have in yourself. Well, if you are daring to say something to praise yourself it really shows alot bout you. Determine is the word to describe me, i'm not let down easily though how hard you pushes me.

2009-04-21T23:33:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging again, did nothing much recently is just that been visting queensway for quite often. Report is finally done, i'm so happy only god know how hard is to finish the report writing . Finally my relationship with my mum getting better, i really love my mum from now onn no bitching just respecting from now on. I began to treasure the importance of having a parents and having a shelter. I grateful to god from now on and perhaps thankful for what i have gotten. I will treat this as a lesson to be learnt.

2009-04-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

School lessons are as per normal, the usual no lesson for Nick's so is really pretty bored.Finally submission of report has done. This is suicidal for almost everyone. I want to finish and get over presentation as fast as i could. Sometimes when i'm home, i realise that weekends are drawing very near and true enouh it is coming. Esplanade performance coming soon too! yes i'm definately giving it a high 5 champ. Was practicing the pieces that i need to play. Very interesting indeed. Clarinet polka is really a tough piece to play with all the high notes that i need to squeeze out. I love my trumpet, i been saying it from just now thinking that it actually help me to boost my high notes, actually it does. Love the things that you do and keep encouraging it then only it will repay you. I really find some kids nowadays so notorious. I was like what the hell, why can't you just get alive and activated with something. I wonder why? Research has proven that 55% of our life is made up of mini blocks which actually spirited away when we talk, meaning in and out just like that. 7% stated that it is due to the blood circulation that occur in our body, eg. movement of molecules. 13% state that if blood circulation is not functioning you will turn into white sheet meaning you will flown away to your lala land. Lastly 25% states that you just can't be bothered with the conversation, meaning you are really not proactive and very gullible as you tend to listen to people and without realising you are actually hypnotising to the senses of their awaken. So beware when you talk to someone as all these kinds of things actually happen though you are not doing it.