Monday, March 30, 2009 / 10:57 PM
Woke up today at 9.00. Damn shack la, freaking tired because of sentosa outing yesterday. Well now at self-access room doing Rto project and Ctr presentation. With jimmy,nana,rais,jazreel,ros,melati.Everyone is concentrating doing the project i'm so happy finally everyone is concentrating. Yeah we are almost finish. We can do it guys and ace of A star. We must be the best among the rest. Continue doing like this and i will be the most happiest leader. Well im slacking ,hey i deserved it ok after doing the report. Finally jazreel editing the report . I'm happy and obviously in a gd mood. To others groups you can do it, the others pls cooperate with your group leaders. No time already so must chia you!.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 5:17 AM
I'm feeling so tired. Very tired . Today went to work as usual . Woke up at 6.15am in the morning. Well the same old thing again. I freaking pissed off whenever i c susanna face. Just wanna slap her la if i have the chance. Well today is weekends and slammed again outside 1-10 and 70-79. What is the matter with all the singaporeans, don't they know how to get their breakfast at mac or coffeeshop why ultimately must be jones. Sian la, face the same regular customers who come to jones just to create trouble. When am i gonna watch movie. After work went back and went to vivo with my mum,small sis and chris. Went shopping with chris and bought britney posters to paste at my door. My soul inspirations for everthing. Damn tired. Was having a hard time to download her videos . Just love her songs especially seeking amy ,her latest songs. GO BRITNEY ! I love you and will continue to support ur music. Is just so meaningful for those who appreciate her. Buzz off for now. Excited for tmr outing .Here i come sentosa !Yeh!
Saturday, March 28, 2009 / 1:50 AM
Apa kok salah gue. Apa yang gue lakukan. Gue angap erlu kok bagai teman setia gue kok habis ni erlu memberi gue kelakuan serperti tu. gue gamon dengan erlu tapi erlu kok harus paham situasi gue sebagai teman . Gue buat apa apa untuk erlu tapi kok dendam sadist yang erlu beri kepada gue. Kalau erlu benar-benar angap gue sebagai teman erlu berikan la gue perasang. Buangkanlah perihal sadist erlu.
JINX DAY
/ 1:24 AM
i really freaking hate today ... I really got no mood to talk to anyone. Just fuck off everyone in jones. Everyone over there is such a fucker, a letdown to the singaporean society. This is obnoxious . Arghhh i want to hang SUSANNA now! Get me a rope from Coming soon. Shit them la. Freaking PUSSY. This thing is bugging my life now. STFU everyone over there. We also have our freedom of speech. This is unfair. Very unfair. Haiyo no mood to post already
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 / 10:24 PM
Hey! Hey! back to blogging, currently mugging for efc presentation and rto report. I guess i'm feeling abit fucked up as some members are not here. Argghh frustrated...i'm serious. I guess we need some teamwork for this kind of thing. Ahh!! i really hope we can finish on time...I know we can.. I really bored. I wanna watched movies like 17 again, confession of a shopaholic and unborn. Yes i must watch these 3 movies by this week. Ok blog off already..
Monday, March 23, 2009 / 10:06 PM
Things are getting better now. Well i didb't expect this kind of things to happen. Well thank god, ya true enough my life would suck without you. .. I 'm serious.I really wanna watch confessions of a shopaholic . Is really nice i guess. Alright stop here for now. I really need to spent time doing projects. Oh ya! Before i forget gd luck for your trial tmr ethel.
/ 8:55 PM
Today is indeed an interesting day for me. Was doing project for like 3 hours. It wasn't straight 3 hours la. Was monkeying around there with the other groups. After doing a few things. Went to watch movie with ethel. Guess what ! we watched coming soon. Muahahahahahaha... and obviously ethel wasn't really into the movie. It was freaking scary , i kept shouting and screaming. LOL!. The audience was laughing like some parts and everyone started to laugh. So funny. Ok . stop here for now. I'm really exhausted.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 / 3:18 AM
This is the day which i will never forget. Though it may be painful at times i gt to bear in mind that i'm nobody in his life anymore. Since we both agreed to go on seperate ways we have to fulfill it. I hope you are happy with whoever you are now with. I am no one to stop you from loving someone. I guess this is good bye. This will be the last time i post and say bout you. I wonder if you ever cherished the times we are together. From now on every 9 august is invisible to me. I here to start afresh , who am i compared to you who have education, wealth and so one. I'm just a ite student trying to start a positive life but the one who travel on a rocky road. Time is passing very fast, soon you will be achieving your goals when u stepped into university unlike me. Though you are not beside me i will always pray for your wellness and your education. Since both of us can't communicate anymore there is no use to add a piece of parcel in each of our lives. I will not bear any grudges against you though you may have in mind. I'm now living a desire state where i could trust no one right now . 3 years ,7 months,11 days may not mean a thing to you but to me is the fruitful labour of love that we have made which is now decomposed. Everthing seems to be meaningless to me right now. I will try to adapt o my new life . Without you.
Saturday, March 21, 2009 / 3:25 AM
Getting back from yesterday , gt back my CTR paper ,and still gt the same marks as the earlier test which was 92% , Seriously i was dissapointed, i should have studied only then i can get the marks high enough. I was freaking aiming for 95% but gt that freaking %%%%. I guess i have to start mugging for RTO projects and stuffs as only 3 weeks left to the deadline. CTR and SES test coming up when school re-opens. Hai yo really don't know if i can manage. Seriously time passes freaking fast is already coming to the 4th month . I guess i'm really occupied with work ,student counsillor, swsy, ite band and also co-op. I really told myself to be more focused nw and to stop fooling around. i guess it can't be help when it comes to this kind of thing. I have to and i gt to get started. Looks like i gt no break for this holidays and i gt to plan effeciently before things get complicated.
22 march- working / swsy band
23 march - Rto projects
24 march - Mugging for SS/CTR
25 march- working
26 march-Rto projects
27 march - Co-op booth in school( sian)
28 march - working
29 march- working/swsy band
30 march- Rto projects
31 march - Mugging for SS/CTR
1 april - working
2 april - working
3 april - meeting with Mdm siti bout rto/ student councillor/ checking of report
4 april - working /swsy band
5 april - working
6 april- Rto projects
7 april - Rto projects must have completed
8 april - Rto presentation rehearsal
9 april - Rto presentation rehearsal/ swsy band
10 april- working
11 april -working
12 april- working
13 april - school re-opens
DIE DIE MUST FOLLOW SCHEDULE
Friday, March 20, 2009 / 3:50 AM
yesterday alot of things happen. I'm really sry if i hurt u guys when i say something mean unintentional just having a bad day. This is how it goes... it all started like this , me and chris are having a small misunderstand as we cant meet often daily. Chris starts to get a bit of misunderstanding due to ethel at first. He look at my phone and questioned me who is ethel then this is wat i answered( oh , she is actually my close friends and my classmates). Then we had abit of tiff with each other don't know because of childish things. All of a sudden things got worse with third party who is that stupid bitch cum slut REBECCA! . She is like fucking poisoning my bf brains and using propaganda words saying i am a lesbian, a liar and all kinds of stuff. I don't know why she is like fucking involved in our relationship. I seriously wanna slap her fuck face la. She actually called her gang to come and beat me up but in the end gt scared as one of my friends threaten to call the police and stuff like tat. Sha really gt nothjing to say then end up saying ( i actually want to beat ur fucking face for four fucking damn years but she tolerate) Haya fuck her she tinks i really scared like fuck. In the end call me to say tat she sorry , argh fuck la still call herself ah lian ( big shity) . I really hope that we wont break up just because of this cause i love you chris. I sry ok but the least thing you can do now is to believe me. Glad everthing turn out right.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 / 8:03 AM
Back to post again. Let's recap, Today had lessons as per normal. Everthing goes out well for a start. Tomorrow gt mock test. Omg i really scared i will fail cause i gt no time to study as i slack too much. My bf is really angry cause im not using my time wisely . Oh gd realy hope he will never lecture me and please Chris don't lecture me if you see this ok. Oh ya back to school, and weel enough afikah and masturah still nt okay after my long hours of lecture . I guess they really need a mediator to help in this thing which is me. Hey i did tried my best . I wonder when are they going to communicate as per normal. Oh ya chris , i almost forget to tell you , i did quite bad for RTO test compared to CTR. Oh damn i really must work hard , I feel so shity and should have studied well for the test. Oh i just let u down, i promised i will do much better for the mock test ok. Today something happened in school and is the same thing again and again. Whatever it is, i really hope the person who steal the money is guilty for his or her whole life cause who might know that money really means alot to her. Have respect for everyone valauble . I guess is pretty stupid to do this kind of thing cause is seriously not worth it.Trust me !. Is really a waste of everyone time as we need to do those spot check.
Then went home with ethel soh. We went to grab a bite and have a long short chat over there. All of a sudden when we went to have seat there is man who sat just apart from one chair away from ethel , he is not those usual looking man as he got one wired from his head which is loose and needed to be screw back. That man had dandruff on his hair. I almost got no appetite all thanks to tat man. Freak la. Then we sat at another table. Ethel and me went home and hoooooosh. I'm freaking tired to open my RTO book. All the best my friends from RA . Yeah we can do it. I really hope every one do well for this one.
Oh yeah i'm freaking addicted to britney . What can i say i really love her. MY soul inspiration to study for RTO. I love you britney.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 9:16 AM
I really missed my sister. she is not her for the cutting cake ceremony. Today is her birthday and she is 25 , hope she is always a nice to me, bought for her charles and keith handbag .Hope she like is . Come home fast i'm waiting for you here at the doorsteps , i have yet to wish you a very happy birthday directly. Just wanna hug you . Love you sis. Thanks for all the help you have given to me. I will always pray for a better you . May you get alot of booking in sales and bring back lots of cash. The second one the left is my sis. Hey sister forever ok. I love you. Thanks for everthing , may you get marry soon so i can have my own room and space . I'm just joking ok.
/ 7:18 AM
Today had lunch at kfc after a day of pathetic stupid shit going on. Took bus home and i was so freaking shocked when someone actually sat beside me then i was like who the hell is that la. Is like there is so many seats available why isnt the guy sitting there, It all started like this , i slept for awhile and when i opened my eyes i sense someone sitting beside me and u know wat it was christopher my fucking stupid ex-bf. He kept talking to me , i really cant be bothered to talk to him and so i stopped at queensway unlike the usual cause he is like sitting so close to me la. He wrote on a piece of paper and pass me his number i was like wadever la, U better dont ,make me flased back to the past. it was really a undesirable breakup we had i dont want to tink bout it. I will still treat u as a sucker for what u are ! all guys are jerks and im serious.
Monday, March 16, 2009 / 7:46 AM
Happy birthday Ethel AKA Xin Yi. I wish you all the best in your studies and may you be much more fluent in your english at the coming days in Jones . Ok love ya . Happy birthday i love you gal .
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 7:03 AM
oh yeah ta i back! I living to death with my own boredom.how . I wanna make myself busy but in the end i'm very busy with school work and what shit. I wanna go on a holiday with my family to indonesia ,meet my grandparents and friends. That is what i want now. I want to moved in a far far away land where no one can disturb me . Where no idiots giving me pissed off attitude. I just feel like sleeping and not to wake up to see the world . I need a break but no break is given. School holidays are drawing nearer. Basically my shoulders are burden with lots of irrelevant problem. Well now i smiling even more knowing that days for me are getting shorter and shorter. Trying to face the most ridiculous world i ever stepped. Just what is the problem with me. Well there is really alot of thing you need to know bout me.
* I seriously hate peeps who whine like a bitch as if they have PMS.
* I looked into people eyes when i'm actually thinking bout other things
* I joke around to kill time
* I always learnt my lesson through my past experience
* I hate people who boost off their life when actually they have nothing
* If i tend to stare at someone it means that u either giving me AP or just acting really stupid .
* I hate a bunch of wannabees who live in their own world.
* I was never selfish to anyone but do go overboard.
* When i say fuck means i say freak
* When i say wadeva means i gt nothing to say.
Well this is the 10 things bout me. Try me if you can fit in my spot
Friday, March 6, 2009 / 11:25 PM
Went to karoake today at k box cineleisure. really had alot of fun today. Went with chew sze,li ling,jazreel,tiao zhi,yuan zhuang and sluty ethel. In the beginning sang all chinese song then english for 3 or 4 songs then moved on to chinese then moved on to englisg back after a long day of chinese songs,
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 / 5:54 AM
Ok. This is wat happened today . Came to school at 8.30 and do that stupid membership with aisyah. She is like very funny lor, the funniest thing that happen today at the booth is she almost chase a customer away cause she too fed up and the other thing is she tell the customer bye bye when the customer take membership and havent pay . She is like super blur. Went to central with her buy mac. Stupid sun cause me big headache till now. I got heat stroke cant expose at the sun for too long will faint. Supposingly to finish the booth at 12.30 but she make us stay until 2 . I feel like shit that time.
Here are some random photos i manage to took . I ' m so freaking bored!
Random photos to share for today.
YU Zhen . Trying to pose on time.
Chew sze the fiercest girl in clementi. Jk. Hey don't cover your face la. !
Aha ! just on time to pose . And what the hell is afikah doing at the back!
HEHE! ethel i caught u on my camera. Hey don't give me that surprised face ah. Caught on ida camera!
Hey . Jazy don't act cute ah. Ok i'm just joking. Just look at what my classmates do during wooo lessons. Act like so free like that,
Zaheerah what are u afraid of mrs WOO shouting at you is it? No i'm joking look at my camera
The only cool babe in class. Yes you syahadah. I 'm just lovint the way you pose at the camera
Hey rosmah u ang ang gow girl ! smile u
Hey melati look at me . Super duper _ _ _ _ _
The best girl i love to talk. Azyan my cutie pie .
Nabila don't look least interested in anything including wooo lesson. I'm serious i dont really know what she teaching
Masturah candid pics
Mastura sleeping during mrs woo class. This show how "interesting " Her class is .
Aisyah scratcing her head like "what the hell is that mrs woo talking bout"
Khaizurah can't be bother attitude. Haiyo bad example. I dont think she is alone in doing the sam e thing
Aisyah given up hope on mrs woo already. "i give up!"
Afikah is really not in a good mood today to talk .
This is to inform everyone that we have a class blog. Yes we do have a class blog. Launching on the 23 march as there will be alot of things to do. Hayo fuck la, so many things to do, i'm obviously not whining abt designing the class blog but is the fucking test and assignment that we have to do. ah yo life is so short for me. I'm so freaking tired i tot valentine day is over but still have to do proposal and fucking presentation . hayo wanna die already SOS pleaseeee. Yeh countdown to k box . 2 days left , i'm getting impatient lor,bringing chew sze ,ethel,yuan zhuang, jazreel to interview at jones. These few day so damn tired due to the extra work which was given by mrs woo. Really dont have enough sleep lor. tired
Sunday, March 1, 2009 / 10:16 PM
hey last day was my 2 working day . Was freaking tired and the weather these few days is no that gd as is starts to get very hot in the morning and started to rain the afternoon so the weather is very irregular . Was caught in the rain on saturday cause my bff left me in the lurch so he can go attika . Ha,damn him, It was guys night out la. He told me he had bloody mary so i was like are you sure. He ask the bartender to put lots of tabasco and 2 shots of vodka. OMG then he ask the bartender to put lots and lots of pepper . HAha u wanna challenge me ah. Whatever la. He is about to have the margarita but he didnt as he hated orange . Alrite la, work was too tired for me as i had alots of fun running around the whole jones ah. Yeah ! gonna put off my hats now .time for me to rest.
