Alot of things happened recently, it seriously stunned me ungraciously. I didn't ask for it. Some people are just out there to hurt you very much till it just dampen your whole feelings. Seriously i kept telling myself, just bear with it.

Entahla, ape kau da buat kat aku bukan senang untuk aku lupekan, ape salah aku pun tak tau la. Kau tak suke aku kutuk2 , jangan buat kelakar la, u r angry with me for that, seriously tak mena sabar. Semue orang pun ada boling points. Who r u to point out my mistakes? Then you make those silly stupid excuses that are unreasonably unaccepted.
Utterly shamless. Perangai je nak step sok2 suci tapi sebenarnye engkau bukan wat i expected. Aku tak pernah cakap buruk pada kau, ape jahat sangat ke aku ini? aku selalu bantu kau,tak pernah aku mengumpat sal kau. Beh dengan tibe2 kau buat aku begini. Aku kutuk pun main2 is not as if i say bout you. Kalau kau tak nak dengar aku kutuk asal dari awal2 lagi kau tak bilang aku. Kau betol2 kecewe kan aku, sahabat akrab tak akan buat begini. Watever it is, you are not in my life parcel anymore. You are so full of shambles.
Disrespectful, utterly disgraful.

thanks zya,salha,jackie,laure,megan,angus for being there for me.

TIME IS RUNNING OUT!

No time, no time and no time to hesistate on any thing at all.
I'm really super busy.
SBM is done not that is left is that OIT idiotic presentation.
Very tired of doing things, i gotta feeling i hurt my wrist.
I think i type too long or it might be due to me holding the trumpet.
Watever it is, my wrist hurts and is killing me.
Ah doi! i really gt no appetite this few days and i also have been undergoing tremendous gastric pain which is crushing my stomach.
Fasting is coming soon. Yeah i can't wait to stop eating .

BAD NEWS :(
*Chris coming home late to S'pore ( in 2 months time)
*Laure coming back next week which is supposingly this friday
*Jackie coming back next week too which is supposingly this thursday

Why the people that i missed so much have gone for such a prolong vacation.
I missed my bf badly . I wonder what he is doing right now?
Jackie thanks for the Fed-Ex delivery, i still don't quite get what you are writing on the card.
Nodding and Smiling helps a certain time. Ps... start improvising on your hand writing before my feelings turned dull when reading. Thanks for the Scarf too. I love it.

Salha buddy: cheer up ya! i sympatise the conditions that you are under-going. I believed In Karma, he's gonna get it back. I want your smile when i see you in school.


Alllritezz... What time is it?
Time to sleep, according to my watch is 1.15 am.
I'm turning into panda thanks to the ample projects works which was given.

Today was absolutely Tired. Flag day didn't really work out that well. Only cliques knew why. Haha but still we had fun. Why people tend to be so stingy? they can simply donate like single cents but they intend to put it in their pocket. How selfish can they be...Very Selfish indeed. Then after that head to discussion for project. Intense work indeed for me and group members. I hope my group members can put in more serious effort that will bring to a very good mark. Really hope that my group members will do well on Monday . Come on people we can do it. Alright thats all for today, is really a long day for me. I need to get some rest right now.

SCHOOL! SCHOOL ! SCHOOL !
MEET REALITY!

I'm finding time to complete the whole assignment and task that are given to me.
School kind of sucky for these few days.
Finally i have completed on my SBM proposal which only freaking took me 1 full day shift to end it.
Presentation are half done.
Is really been ages since i've last blogged.
I miss Violety cliques, you guys rocks my socks till i'm speechless.
Yes and yes again i'm suppose to reciprocate the thank you word to my dear Chris.
Fun and more fun spending time with school cliques.
They are really nice to me.
Talking back bout school, OIT have been giving me umpteen split headache which can lead to migraine and cancerous brain deferral stage .
Another problem in school. I can somehow say that i regret not going to sec 5 cause the subjects combination has got no freaking gut shit to do with ITE Retail.
Is totally in a desire straits .
I got to find a solution , i don't think i can do well for this semester and i really can't put any compassion into it.
I want to stabilized myself in this condition.
I need to saved money for buying car.
I have to work hard and i will for sure!
Chia You for myself!'
TA!

Is really been ages since i upload post in my blog. I've been very busy lately or should i just say lazy. Alot of things is in my head right now. I don't why i am having this kind of feeling. And i have alot of problem in time management. Wth with me. I seemed to hate all the subjects this term. I lost interest in all of it except for SBM. Oit totally sucks that haslina kept harassing me to do this and that when i busy doing the assignment. BEG, i dont know if i'm really listening to her class. I'm simply slacking alot.I also have been spending alot of money. Friday itself i spend like $350 bought high heels and also some formal wear. Didn't manage to get the Nike nor Puma shoes that i want. Well i will just get it next friday. We went ION orchard,accompanied jackie and laure to get MUI MUI shades which cost like bomb. Then we head to Miss Selvage and get a cardigan .Aziaty got herself a super beautiful high heels from Gucci. Damn it , i love it so much. I bought coat as well. Went british India to get long sleeves, and stockings. Shopping and more shopping. I suppose to get present for someone next week. Most probably gonna shop tmr. Thats it. Ta!