Jackson 5

(MJ)

Aged 50 yrs old.

Not only his talent has given dreams and hopes for many.

He has left with a marked and a stain on our heart fan landers.

Had alots of fun today. Went out to east coast with ivan, amsyar,sathish and karen. Well we had lots of fun crapping. Went east coast to check if the pit has any shelter near by and thanked god there is. Then we went to play pool somewhere bugis area. Was walking and walking, the funniest thing is we went around like a tourists to find pool table there, was really tired of walking.

Then after playing pool we head down to movies.

Karen went back as she had something on.

Haha, we went to Ilumo shopping center and we saw this freak guy who dress up like totally punk emo shit. He even put on the S'pore idol sticker, haha amsyar feel like punching him.

I gt scared at first when i saw him.

Then when it comes to movie we head to plaza singapura after walking around aimlessly.

We watched "drag me to hell"

Damn scary for me.

I kept shouting,yelling and screaming.

Amsyar was so irritated due to my screams.

But hey it was scary yah!

Ivan made a very gd prediction about it.

He gt it right this time.

Sathish don't really felt scared bout that.

It was also kindda hilarious at some part.

Well i had fun with them today.

Results:

Oh man, i'm kindda disappointed with my results. Oh man i really think i should have just put better and extra effort on my efc. I gt 3.8 , totally crapped.

I hate my results.

Today had lots of fun.

Went causeway point to meet ivan,sathish,azyan and sya.

Woohoos, had discussion about games and how bbq event are going to be planned.

I hope it will be a successful one.

Firstly me n sathish waited for all of them cause all were super duper late esp zee.

Then one by one came .

Head to have our lunch there at banquet. Food sucks! Bleah didn't manage to eat up everything.

Then was thinking each of us could concentrate there to discuss but is just not a suitable place for us.

Then we went arcading which was damn fun... played basketball and stuffs. Everyone enjoyed.

Zee was kindda emo. Haha emo kid.

After arcading went to starbucks thinking that we can actually enjoyed coffees and discuss.

Unexpectedly place were super crowded so we head to the Library.

The funny thing is when ivan approached the counter to get seats, the person was like"here all students study one, you have to wait"

Ironically she is telling us something that we already knew, like excuse me we are there to buy your coffees. So freaking rude. The students there also never buy the stuffs and just seat there. WTF!

So when we were at the library , we booked the meeting, had alot of fun. Conversation was excellence. Had some sex matter too. All ivan faults for getting so horny.

Then someone has gotten into our conversation.

Guess who........??

Mrs woo

Well she joined and asked our dear sathish to role play.

Then went sheng siong near woodlands checkpoint to get something.

Zee head home first while the rest went woodlands checkpoint sheng siong to get something.

After shopping there ,zya went home , then me sathish and ivan went to find place to pack stuffs.

And guess what???

We played pool.

Super duper fun.

Is been ages since i touch on it.

Ivan pro seh!

First match he won between me n sathish.

Then next match we won... Woohoos.

Then last match played with sathish and obviously sathish won.

haha. so gonna go there and play.

Thanks guys for your cooperation today.

Today was really a phew day.

I still brooding bout it but deep inside i know it is useless to do so.

I trying to control my emotions bout it.

Is really hard, the stupidest thing i ever do is to act as if nothing has happen.

Keeping silent is tough.

I'm really speechless about situation like this.

I just know that i'm head over heels for this.

Everything is over, right now,

being sad is no use.

My plans have failed.

Right now i felt like an immediate failure for the 2nd time of my life.

I just feel like standing on the edge of the cliff.

You've have thoroughly disappoint me not once but thrice.

I'm starting afresh for now.

I will not have have any remembrance of your image in my picture parcel.

I know i am a failure and therefore 'm picking up the pieces of it.

Life is just a path of endless problems.

Problem are there to make recognition.

Recognition of someone who have turn you disastrous.

Someone who shut and shattered your dreams.

Disappointment comes first then happiness.

Reluctant comes first before willingness.

Wining comes first before trying.

What comes after followed by another.

You will just start to realise you will need to walk on a string of rope across a wild river one day.

That is a day that you will find the reason of your problems.

When there is a problem , there is a solution.

A solution to where you will get a chance of your lifetime to make decisions.

Decisions helps you to grow and learn the art of human behavioral.

I still count myself lucky,cause god give me a chance.

I will seize it, you going to regret it.

I've been hearing alots from my friends. As much as i envied their life now, i got to say at the same time i am super grateful for what i am leading. I'm finding a comparable , trustable friends but it seems to me that all the friends that i have are just another letdown after another. My feelings for now is super pathetic. I'm going in circles or maybe a triangular.

How to find a great friend?

I myself have no idea either.

But i do know what is the quality of a great friend.

I keep telling myself to look forward and don't be ashamed of the past.

But looking back i still feel upset and maybe lonely about my inner guts.

Whats with me?

It is very hard to earn someone trust?

I don't want to trust you anymore,i have given you umpteen chances but looks like you did not make full use of it.

Very upsetting right?

Why does your pride makes you run and hide?

I do not know if i should continue being friends with you.

You are kind of a disastrous girl with no self-confidence.

You are kind of a liar in front of your cliques.

You are definitely ruthless in your dream.

Why must you lie to yourself?

Stand for so freaking long get $5.00.

But what matter most to me is the experience that i just wanna try.

Crapped alot with some peeps from RB alifah and siti. Well they both are super duper hilarious.

Siti is seriously crappy and best of all we spoke same language haha, the vogue baby.

I miss my s.a.w cliques alot. Wanna go out with them.

Vegas this sunday , tatas guys.

Me,Fiqah,Rosmah

Another cake of azyan

Is a NO No!

Me ,Zya, Rais and Amsyar

Had lots of fun throwing Zee into the sea. Was crapping when we were swimming in the sea with my cliques, S.A.W. Me and cliques head to Vivo to shop around. Everyone was freaking tired.

Btw azyan birthday is this wednesday and not yesterday. So i'm gonna which her happy advanced birthday .

Hahaha. Next event will be the class bbq. Preparations will be kind of tough. I'm very busy during the holidays. Band and more band practice. I love band.

Weather was to the extreme hotness and i was perspiring totally . 

 

I want to watch Hannah Montana movie by tis week if i have time.

Is really a nice movie trust me!

Oh yeah! tmr sentosa trip and also gt that stupid watsons interview briefing thingy like Wtf. 

Meeting peeps at redhill 8.50 tmr so everyone could reach on time. 

Wear black too.

Well, thats all for today, i gt nothing much to post recently.

Will be having upcoming performance this sunday morning @ botanic garden and afternoon at the esplanade with phil youth. Excited cause utt will be the host for the esplanade one. Woohoos.

I want to get close to you but at the same time just to look from far.

I find it freaking ridiculous but this is my feelings.

I wanted to tell you so many things but i'm just not given the chance.

You have been my friends ever since my life changing experience in ITE.

You resemble so much like my very best friend in sec.

I can't do much about my path cause is already stated.

Making and adapting to changes is tough.

Well this is me, this is real.

U got to understand me a certain times,

i know i can be bitchy , naughty, evil, mean a certain time but hey isn't this everyone attitude too.

Don't tell me you never do that before. 

I'm really having a bad flu now. Is really bad that my voice sounds so navel and so bellow. Oh man i hope it cure fast. 

I want to do lots of things during the holiday.

Getting back to today, didn't do much things, But i played frisbee with my sis and some neighborhood people , kind of tiring, went home and slack in my room finding inspirations to compose some new songs. Playing with keyboard is kind of irritating. I'm getting the beat but not the flow of lyrics. Meeting phyone tmr for my recording.Hope my voice is okay by then . 

Oh ya! Gf cheer up ya! i know how it feels when you are in this situation. Be strong ya! 

Hope everything will be okay by this monday then we can a jolly good time together. 

Then we can have photo whoring. 

Be strong!

Maintain your smile too.

Thats all for today.

Yeah man ! Exams are over.Weeeeess. I love holidays,finally can slack. Talking back bout my papers , all i know i'm gonna did very badly for sure. Blame myself also for studying well. Such a letdown. Back to holidays today spent time with syahadah and rosmah. Went vivo to find some things for monday event. Went to Toys R Us to fool around. Damn funny!

Thats all for today. Lastly I LOVE HOLIDAYS  :)

Here are some pics taken.

Lastly syahadah and spongebob~boo!

What happen to our friendship?

We didn't even fight or quarrel?

I did not try to hurt you either?

What happen exactly?

How come i felt so awkward talking to you?

It feels like we are stranger back then in first week of school?

Who brought us apart?

Do you keep a hatred inside yourself?

Who make you hate me?

Tell me why?

We haven't been going out for a months though i have been seeing you almost everyday.

What torn us apart?

If you know who you are, talk to me personally ok.

I want it to be exactly like last time.

Tell me if i have change?

You don't seemed to be yourself?

P.s sms me a.s.a.p. I just wanna have a chat with you.

Hey yeah! Finally man! 2 papers are down. 2 left to go. Woohoos. All i know is i'm ain't gonna do that well. Bleahss... i have to get over it for all i know.

Today met my geo teacher as i walked back home. Kindda interesting to talk to her. She did ask me lots of question bout how i'm doing in school.

Well well guess wat i gt my i-phone already . Oh yeah and i'm also broke rite now. Well i have to reboot and jailbreak it for now so sending it tmr at the handphone shop.