Went to work as per usual, woke up damn early. I really gt panda eyes. Went home to change to go to ulu pandan. Band as usual, gt alot of juniours to teach , i really cant be bothered to teach them so just chat around. I can pitch my high high G which means i can play my solo. Thanks alot mr ang for your tips is well- use after all. After that went home and play frisbee with my small sister . She can throw but can't catch . The top are some photos of her. I just realise that her throwing are so funny. She is like 90 degree straight hand. So Funny! Thats all for now . Ta!

oh damn, today was definately an exhausted day for me. School as per normal. I'm trying so hard to do the ctr test. It was really hard. At the same time it was nonsensical cause i was trying my best to understand what am i writing. Had appointment today, i came really early cause mummy give me a call so that she can fetch me at the bus-stop. Well appointent was actually at 7 but mum change it to 5 so the earlier the better. Was freaking smelly at that point of time. Had full check for an hour at Alexander, doctor say need to take my medicine regularly and to stay out of the sun for a few weeks. But who cares i need the vitamins and minerals from the sun. Was freaking tanned today, damn i'm an f.b.i now. Arghh, i just let someone down . Chris i'm so gonna be more tanned than you. Trust me. Actually i gt pretty shocked when the doctor says my check-up is for one perfect hour. I was actually expecting for longer waiting. Going to have my operation on 9 may cause that is the only day that im free. Happy cause i got improve on my backhand .

School start off as usual, did nothing much as lesson was pretty short , i mean really short cause is only 4 hours . Is pretty nonsensical to come to school at 1pm and end at 5pm. This is bcos scientist research states that are brain are not really functioning bcos of afternoon heat and also due to the long waiting of hours in the morning. I really wonder why? why can't they just start school at 7.30 and end at 2pm just like sec. I really miss secondary school time though reccess was really short. I want maths & geo tutorial. Esplanade performance are really coming soon. Have yet to touch on some pieces so i really nd to spend some time with thumpy. All rite thats all for now folks. Ta!

Gue gat tahu apa lagi mau gomong dengan erlu si. Aneh benar gomongan erlu dan erlu tahu gue anggap erlu bagai teman akrab gue dan tiada lebih dari itu. Sacrifices that i have made is more than enough, are u retard or just acting dumb , hypathetically i tink u are sick and nd to see a psyciatrist for sure. Only then you will get well. Oh man , i began to wonder how is britney doing in Las Vegas. Today is her performance with some reknown artist. Cool rite i know! d.m.i. I began to learn the meaning of self-praise. People say self-praise is no praise. As for me self-praise is the momentum guts that you have in yourself. Well, if you are daring to say something to praise yourself it really shows alot bout you. Determine is the word to describe me, i'm not let down easily though how hard you pushes me.

Back to blogging again, did nothing much recently is just that been visting queensway for quite often. Report is finally done, i'm so happy only god know how hard is to finish the report writing . Finally my relationship with my mum getting better, i really love my mum from now onn no bitching just respecting from now on. I began to treasure the importance of having a parents and having a shelter. I grateful to god from now on and perhaps thankful for what i have gotten. I will treat this as a lesson to be learnt.

School lessons are as per normal, the usual no lesson for Nick's so is really pretty bored.Finally submission of report has done. This is suicidal for almost everyone. I want to finish and get over presentation as fast as i could. Sometimes when i'm home, i realise that weekends are drawing very near and true enouh it is coming. Esplanade performance coming soon too! yes i'm definately giving it a high 5 champ. Was practicing the pieces that i need to play. Very interesting indeed. Clarinet polka is really a tough piece to play with all the high notes that i need to squeeze out. I love my trumpet, i been saying it from just now thinking that it actually help me to boost my high notes, actually it does. Love the things that you do and keep encouraging it then only it will repay you. I really find some kids nowadays so notorious. I was like what the hell, why can't you just get alive and activated with something. I wonder why? Research has proven that 55% of our life is made up of mini blocks which actually spirited away when we talk, meaning in and out just like that. 7% stated that it is due to the blood circulation that occur in our body, eg. movement of molecules. 13% state that if blood circulation is not functioning you will turn into white sheet meaning you will flown away to your lala land. Lastly 25% states that you just can't be bothered with the conversation, meaning you are really not proactive and very gullible as you tend to listen to people and without realising you are actually hypnotising to the senses of their awaken. So beware when you talk to someone as all these kinds of things actually happen though you are not doing it.

Is been freaking long since i update on m blog. Busy with alots of thing but im coping well. I love ultimate frisbee. Omg i been watching those videos in youtube . Damn those guys are freaking pro. I wonder what they do. Me myself is freaking a shit in this kind of thing. I just don't get it . I'm like what the hell only god knows. I want more frisbee game. That's it for now .TA!

I thought everything is going to be ok. If i were to assume i hope that things will be as it planned. Do you even know how much i love you. I bet you don't know , do you know how much sacrifices that i have made. I assume you still don't understand. Do you know how hurtful it is to live in the dark. You don't know at all. I don't despise you neither did i talk to you in a rude manner. I can say that i'm independent,cause everthing that i do is on my own. I did not use your cash but maybe your love. That's all i need . You know how sad it is for me when you talk to me in that way. I can say i that i stand out amongst the rest of the family member. I can say my i got no life as i don't even get one day of rest in a week. But is this how you must treat me. Why me? Why on this special day? I never tried to show my tears infront of you. Neither did i beg you to give me presents like other teens. Infact, i work for every single thing that i use, from head to toe. I can say i'm fortunate to have you in my life , to give me shelter and hopefully to shower me with love. Why must you do this to me? Sometimes i always tink that life is unfair,perhaps it has a reason to distress about this.

I'm really not in a good mood today so don't test my patience. Enough is enough , stop adding more burden to my life, i already have alot of misery. You might not even want to make it worse. The least is to understand and keep ur mouth shut. My biggest fear adrenaline is running high so don't pissed me off. I'm trying my best to lead a usual life. Clock is ticking, time is running, every second of my life have been wasted all BECAUSE OF YOU. YES YOU!. I trying my best to help so don't tell me what to do. This is ABSURB . This is Madness. Arghh...i feel like like throwing you at a high end cliff. I want to Breakfree. Enough of misery, ida needs to rest and unwind. I'm turning 17 so stop treating me like a kiddo. I'm not, i have my own life to run. I don't belong to anyone, i don't fucking own anyone life, so get off my side. U, u , u ,u ,u get away from me!

My whole body aching , damn pain. I cannot get up when i woke for work today. Really need alot of rest My hand gt bruises. Awww...really pain. Work was quite busy today, what can u expect is gd friday. Oh ya happy easter day to everyone. Is already been 2 wks since i saw chris face. I really miss you. Sry for telling you last minute thing i know you are dissapointed but you see i gt no choice,i myself trying to suck up and face the fact. Nature is not what you just expected, well expect the unexpected.
Did not go anywhere today, cabbed home after work cause it was raining heavily. Weather is so irregular these few days so really have hydrate yourself. Alrite stop here for now! Ta.

Had projects earlier on in the morning with my group members. Then head home to get change for Frisbees. Went WCP to play with Eeethel team members, i gt to say they are preety patient with me. I really suck at Frisbees and if Simon Cowell play frisbees he will just gonna comment me*ABSOLUTE RUBBISH* . This is fact, not a fiction. Thanks for those peeps who actually taught me , thumbs up for them. Head home to meet my cliques. Oh damn really miss them alot. Is 6 ace stars back. Hopefully yes!, thanks Bff for being by my side. 6 ace stars have change alot , damn alot. Oh ya thanks for the present that you guys gave me. I miss 6 ace stars. Here is 6 ace stars... From left- Averie, Me, Vanessa, Su En, Mun Yee & Muzna. Thanks for the memorable present u gave me. I really appreciate It. That's All for today . Ta!

Had projects earlier in the morning, then off to meet someone at vivo. Damn shack. Today did alot of things and trust me it is a fatty day for me. Eat alot of fatty food all thanks to Ethel. Went to ate at pizza hut, pasta and pizza, yummy! yummy! . Very Fattening indeed. Then went we went to had coffee at Starbucks , coffee is not really that good...then off to find bags for ethel. Maybe buying the jansports. Is really nice compared to the Dickies which is fking common. Then off to KFC to get Popcorn chicken. Then in the theatre green tea something to revitalise ourselves. Lol ! today watch confession of a shopaholic which is the 2nd time im watching. Was laughing like hell. Indeed a pleasure. Cab home with ethel and meet my mum for dinner but i didnt eat, if i eat i have just puked on my mum face. Lol.

Woke as the usual weekends morning, off to work. Well, is not busy at my workplace though is meant to be the end of the month for all the peeps. Door Bitch EDWINA. lol... she is like so freaking funny. But she always does a gd job in being the door bitch. Nothing much happened today other than the baristas and peter who is not in a gd mood. Gosh i gonna be so freaking busy, guess what i'm selected for philharmonic youth. I been waiting for this moment to come. Damn i'm so glad. Next performance will be at Esplanade on 26 April. Yes, yes, Tickets will be at $68-189. damn Ex! yes i gt to perform with my brother. Well i'm still choosing on the choice piece but most probably Clarinet polka and Children of Sanchez. Well i gotta squeeze my high notes out . Its like high high B.Oh damn!. Gt not much time to practice but i'm definately feeling very honoured to perform at the Esplanade. My wish has come true. Frankly speaking not many youth can join Philharmonic cause they must play like freaking well. Efforts have been finally paid off. 9 years of musical background have not gone done the drain. Haha...i've actually search the net to find womanizer instumental so that i can play on my trumpet. Ah ha i also need to buy new mouthpiece 9c,preferably the gold colour. Before i sign off, gd luck merahans for your SYF, i will be there with SWSY to support you,so don't let me down. Hopefully you guys can bring glory back to school and bring silver home. I'm sure you can! Chia You!

Today reached home damn late. Took that stupid slow 198 just to avoid the mrt crowd. Then the most unluckiest thing that happen is the man who sad beside me who kept farting and farting. I got so angry then i tell him can u just sit on the other place cause i can't stand the stench that he is bringing, he was like so pai seh. I freaking hate people who are so freaking smelly. He really got those China perfume smell. Reached home at 8 and off to find my work stuffs. Hayo this month i will be the most freaking broke cause i nd to buy alot of things and i really really need them by school re-opens.
-Black formal skirt for SC( $55.00 from G2000)
-Long Sleeves shirt for SC( $65.00 from G2000)
-A crumpler sling bag($130.00 from wheelock)
-A new phone ($750 with plan samsung pixon)
-Britney spears autograph jeans( $200...maybe i'm not buying too ex!)
-Burberry perfume($80.00)
-Rebonding($180)
The only word i'm gonna say is i'm freaking broke. Guess what i asked Shi Qi to be the emcees for orientation cause i freaking don't want to therefore i have tp be the class usherers and also in the registration for april intake. Blehhhs..i want to enjoyed on my birthday. This is Unfair.!

Back to posting again.Today gt student councillor full of shit la, i just can't stand it. Well i'm in the well-being, such a stupid commitee. Duties for that thing , have to dress up appropriately, have to see whether they put on badge all the time. I'm sick of this, i tink i don't wish to be. The meeting was absolute rubbish,can't believe i come to school just to hear them talk about clubbingb and stupid stuffs. Well,i'm getting to know each of them,trying to. Basically they are very bitchy and they are super insolent from my knowledge. So basically,i'm trying to be nice to them adn try to get to know them. Stop here for now.

I tuned into don't forget the lyrics just now..full of crapped. That shuqina so CHINA. I was like what the hell. Well she didn't pick my freaking favourite song so i was dissapointed it was britney...britney spears how can she don't know the song. That is so ridiculous even my small sister knows gimmie more. I mean this is crapped. Just like Simon Cowell favourite phrase"this is rubbish,full of rubbish". I have to agreed to that. Tmr gt Student Councillor, arghh i'm nervous for nothing, shit la ,now have to face the music alone without any of my classmates other than that Sathish. Wth,seriously don't want to talk to him like what are the topics i can talk to other than
"did u watch tamil movies?"
"I think u study really well"
"so do you know what does FBI stand for"
haha this is simply full of crapped.
I really miss chris. Is not even 1 day yet i feel the momentum of losing him.i just want to break free. Go Aussie chilled out and stuffs like that. Yes next week will be shopping,movie,karaoke marathon. Can't wait. Alright Peace out... I'm starting to feel the adrenalin of britney beat. Go britney.

Went to sent Chris in the morning. Tears rolled down my cheeks, i'm sorry if i have hurt you for this while . I really 2 months can pass fast. I can't wait to spent time with you again. Well hope you have a smooth journey there.
Headed down to gym after that and meet dad at california fitness at bugis just for like 2 hours. Phew..is been a while since i headed to the gym. Well next week will be the most terrorising event about student councillor. I want to get the done and check by mrs woo fast. Omg the longer i see the project ,the more i want to change and stuffs. Haiya, shit i got to head down to chocolate fantasy to buy more easter eggs for jessica , si hui and xin yi. Is also not my fault cause they tell me that the bougth eggs for me. So i must give it to them. ok i guess stop here for now. I can't get over you.

April's fool everyone...Those who have been fooled pls checked your calender. Ahh...and don't be emotional if you have been punked. Was at home doing project report to make it even better. While i was doing project was actually playing pranked to almost everyone . Well today is 1st of april. Tmr sending my chris to airport hopefully i can wake up early in the morning. Haiyo i also don't know whay your flight must be early in the morning. I will always pray that you have a smooth journey. Omg i will die for 2 months waiting for you, and looks like both of us got to give a miss for our birthday celebration. Hopefully you get alots of friends there and meet megan at the same time. Remember to visit Kristen and buy for me the crystals there and by the time u are backed from your holidays i will be back to my hometown Aussie . Yes! finally dad has agreed to go for holidays. Looks like i gt to skipped school for 2 wks during that period. I really miss james alot. I wonder how the aussie farm gonna look like. I wanna squezzed out cow's milk. Haha...alrite stop here for now. I will be waiting for you at the airport. Off now..tadass

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