Many things happened recently. Sometimes is preety stupid to talk about it .Keeping it inside is also not good ,so it does not really makes much difference. So lets talk bout it. Had operation today, it goes out smootly as i thought. Thank god. Mum wasn't by my side to feel the pain as she off to Indonesia with dad so it was basically my band brother who held my hand in pain. God gave me second chance to live and therefore i cherish it as much as i could. If u see me on Monday, i will be very diffrent not like before so pardon me. I'm still at Alexander Hospital now pretty much with some teenage kids who actually very sick. My brother won't be accompanying me tonight so he brought me laptop as a sense of entertainment.Tmr will be discharge once i don't feel that giddy. I met this girl who is in the same ward as me , name:Xia hui if im not wrong looking at the bed ward name . She is diagnoise with brittle bone. Is very sad for me to see her like that. She is really very strong. The most saddest thing is she is only 15 and i bet she does not even have a chance to enjoy her teenage life. I really learnt alot when i'm here. Some of you may think is just stupid to stay in hospital but you guys don't feel the pain that i'm feeling right now. My pain is curable unlike Xia hui, so now i'm sharing her burden and cheering her up. I can't talk that much as my throat is really pain but i still can walk ( just now this nurse ask if im strong enough to go to toilet then im like obviously la. If not she will do it for me. Eww.)Watever it is ,i've learnt the pain for those who felt my pain. I understand right now and i will not even laugh about it cause it pain was never a joke.