I've been hearing alots from my friends. As much as i envied their life now, i got to say at the same time i am super grateful for what i am leading. I'm finding a comparable , trustable friends but it seems to me that all the friends that i have are just another letdown after another. My feelings for now is super pathetic. I'm going in circles or maybe a triangular.

How to find a great friend?

I myself have no idea either.

But i do know what is the quality of a great friend.

I keep telling myself to look forward and don't be ashamed of the past.

But looking back i still feel upset and maybe lonely about my inner guts.

Whats with me?

It is very hard to earn someone trust?

I don't want to trust you anymore,i have given you umpteen chances but looks like you did not make full use of it.

Very upsetting right?

Why does your pride makes you run and hide?

I do not know if i should continue being friends with you.

You are kind of a disastrous girl with no self-confidence.

You are kind of a liar in front of your cliques.

You are definitely ruthless in your dream.

Why must you lie to yourself?