Looking at your face everyday makes me wonder each time i talked to you on the phone if i had fall for you. Is freaking ridiculous cause i've got a bf and he is really nice to me. Sometimes is me myself whom kept thinking i am in adequate enough for you. I feel sorry for you. When you were overseas i always try to kept thinking that you were actually beside me but then looking back i wished i was never with you. You got a great future ahead of yours unlike me. Mine is unsettled. Sacrifices is crucial in relationship. My feeling have changed tremendously. Yesterday conversation has really left a scar right on you. I'm sorry. I'm not sure if things are getting better. You are really nice to me but i'm not good enough for you. I told you so Chris just listened to me for once. Is going to be hurtful when we are apart but i'm sure is going to make a better me and you.